寂寞，无处可逃。
夜晚一到，让人总是想的太多，到德国后，忽然开始害怕在半夜醒来，因为，那时候，倍感孤独，甚至有点害怕，害怕什么，就像初中时走在一个黑的不见五指的防空洞里的感觉，不知道脚下的路通向何处，是否在转折点上选错了方向，又不知道，还要走多久，才看的到出口。倚在窗口，点根烟，看着窗外，一户户的灯火通明，想着，何时才有个自己可以栖息的透着暖暖光亮的小家呢
寂寞，在这个时候，真的是无缝不入，逃都逃不掉，我厌恶四处诉苦，尤其在这里，德国，大家都有着许多类似的经历，有着许多都要面对的困难，有着类似的压力，我觉得累的地方，有多少人不觉得呢，有时候想啊，要呆在国内，我也会这样吗？象现在一样学会坚强，不知道，但是，我知道，每个在德国学习的学生都不容易。
感情上，有时候似乎对人习惯了礼貌的相待，缺失去了爱的冲动，这点让我自己都害怕，可是，就是那样，觉得，身在异国他乡，本已有很多变数，更别说感情了，更缥缈不定，因为自己年纪不算小，所以选择的人群也小，比自己小的，觉得不想吃嫩草，比自己大的，身边认识的没几个，有女友的，我不愿也不敢去做第三者，就这样，一直单身的过，寂寞，孤独，还要多久才结束，或是永远相伴。。。。
胡话了一通，憋的慌，如果不该放这里，斑主可转。 原帖由 wodejia 于 2007-6-4 23:05 发表 http://www.dolc.de/forum/images/common/back.gif
夜晚一到，让人总是想的太多，到德国后，忽然开始害怕在半夜醒来，因为，那时候，倍感孤独，甚至有点害怕，害怕什么，就像初中时走在一个黑的不见五指的防空洞里的感觉，不知道脚下的路通向何处，是否在转折点上 ...
为什么要转，写的非常好。我们为寂寞付出的代价都太大了。
没有留学经历的人是不回知道的
大家都是 MR.
http://home.comcast.net/~lilystopera/Akon_Mr._Lonely_1.mp3Lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody for my own
I am so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody for my own
I am so lonely
“Yooo…
This one here,
Goes out to all my players out there, man…
You know,
I got that one good girl,
That has always been there, I mean like….
Took all the bullshit,
Until one day she can’t take it no more and decide to leave”
I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn’t by my side.
Could have sworn I was dreaming, For her I was fading,
So I had to take a little ride
Backtracking on these few years,
Trying to figure out what I do to make it go bad
Cause ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashing and
\#\# (LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely,
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl.
(I AM SO LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely,
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl.
(I AM MR LONELY)…..\#
Can’t believe I had a girl like you,
And I just let you walk right out of my life.
After all I put you through,
You still stucked around and stayed by my side.
What really hurt me is I broke your heart,
Baby, you were a good girl and I had no right.
I really want to make things right, cuz
Without you in my life,
Girl, I am so….
\#\# (LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl
(I AM SO LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl.
(I AM MR LONELY)…..\#
Ain't the world ain't never met a girl
That could take the things that you’ve been through
Never thought the day would come when you would get up and run,
And I would be out chasing you.
Ain’t no where in the globe I rather be,
Ain’t no one in the globe I rather see.
Then the girl of my dreams that make me feel
So happy but now so lonely
\#\# (LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl
(I AM SO LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl
(I AM SO LONELY)…..
Never thought that I’d be alone,
I didn’t know you’d be gone this long.
I just want you to call my phone,
Stop playing girl and come on home!!!
Baby girl, I didn’t meant to shout,
I want me and you to work it out.
I never wished I would ever hurt my baby,
And it’s driving me crazy.
Cuz I’m so!!!!!!
\#\# (LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl
(I AM SO LONELY) So Lonely,
(I AM MR LONELY) Mr. Lonely
(I HAVE NOBODY) I have nobody (FOR MY OWN) to call my own girl
(I AM MR LONELY)…..\#
So lonely, so lonely…..
Mr. Lonely.
So lonely, so lonely, so lonely, so lonely,
Mr. Lonely. $送花$ $送花$ $送花$ 如果时间可以倒流，
我不会选择出国！
但。。。。
我也不会后悔，让我们坚强的走下去。。。。。。 是啊，那种心悬在半空，无处着力，不知道下一刻会飘向何方的感觉不好受。
不知道长期处于真空状态的心，能不能在引力恢复时抵抗住大气的压力呢？ 原帖由 wodejia 于 2007-6-5 00:05 发表 http://www.dolc.de/forum/images/common/back.gif
夜晚一到，让人总是想的太多，到德国后，忽然开始害怕在半夜醒来，因为，那时候，倍感孤独，甚至有点害怕，害怕什么，就像初中时走在一个黑的不见五指的防空洞里的感觉，不知道脚下的路通向何处，是否在转折点上 ...
每一种经历都很可贵，也都要付出代价。
坚强点，心情不好的时候自己调整一下，做点自己喜欢的事情。
每次我想退缩的时候，就想想自己其实挺幸福的，有出国学习的机会，想想中国的希望工程吧，我们算幸运的。 U are never alone. Let it be and something maybe nice to have but try to find your self-confidence. 爱情是可遇而不可求的，总有一天MM的爱情会到来的！ 在德国留学就是要耐得住寂寞。
那种半夜醒来，回忆前半生的事情我也经常做。
不过那种是一种有尽头的寂寞，熬熬就过了。