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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )9 \5 f- _0 r l& {
by Issac Bashevis Singer1 l7 z# _" q4 H. u
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing" S2 B' T5 M+ k. `- |
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
3 c& Y) G' c, ?2 e" U: T1 Land it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm., S- I6 U! p) X$ t! L8 b. w
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
: k8 _2 \8 s- I) [5 s9 Qmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
. |- `% ]2 `4 lthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,/ y; {6 [4 w' Q* G$ Q
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The1 ^; U0 _1 z, {, H! G
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at! w+ ^. F/ {: \- H
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
2 n2 u, e* X+ _. q% htheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun( h+ j0 D9 i- i
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies7 D# t- h4 y8 `
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space% b6 o& \9 y# E- t
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
4 h% |% v5 J1 o8 r3 yother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
- f5 A4 o% e2 S+ `6 w) omigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare# x& K$ z! L, O6 W
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
) C5 Z/ z! m. M0 x4 S0 gcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations." g* U; B) T T
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this4 P. f" \$ R, X& \' l8 `* x
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but C% J h- @0 ]- J% N
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
; P% A7 B6 |) Z8 K) E9 Aof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with! m$ T3 }: t$ d
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
. M K0 E$ W6 Jreturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
" A- H% s8 ]6 y' o( mor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.! ?" M0 j, l* Y, F
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
1 B' n1 j6 G2 \' \* x3 gremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both& r% `4 l+ X# ^$ i8 l1 W
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they; K; {# }" A) C- D6 ~
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
# u8 g E3 I( c" Rsurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to7 h4 c: P* s" r5 \) L( Y, l
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another' S# K' D7 M# x: m7 M" A, k# t
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they. j" H6 p0 E+ g/ V5 [
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older, p P8 @0 g. o- D" j
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another7 o" K8 Y7 B& R8 Q h" C5 G
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
3 O0 s8 R7 O D6 D: D% Gin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be; H- z6 L0 M9 {# J. Y" S
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst. d* H6 {0 t/ _# h8 r& P2 r3 G
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
! U! r. d% e- E, r8 x, D* Eoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
% x% j# N0 d$ lon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
2 f: {' l9 x; F( ]4 AAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
6 K2 S. z' `4 |0 bhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
0 e6 K: @7 f1 W; J* e; w- U5 p$ U"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll4 Y& z! Q2 y5 }5 m) u; Y; o
fall with you."
, {6 d$ W& p% A9 j"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
* Z; u- V- }) G% B"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
+ O- ~- \& S; m( U; Hadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
" l/ t9 s- q6 Z0 Rtree? No, never!"& j, g) N& R; S! }; e8 B( N5 d$ }
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know' Q# K3 q+ z+ f! t' _
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices6 E" j {- b! m! r+ I
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
: P# X) `* W. j8 |0 s( E# Xpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.( O3 \4 V1 N T. N* N6 W; o/ e
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
6 V2 s! e% M! e$ M, s7 I"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole9 T) n7 A0 d( j& V7 t* S
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
/ x* o& T/ a* {storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
4 ^9 O3 }! H- h5 Smuch as I love you now.". k& U% F" D1 \ y" W( b
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
& e; Y$ n5 d. ~3 \All colors are equally handsome."( s; N' K3 h4 T: t
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
], ^- e" s8 ^- \$ y6 s* @months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
- Y Z5 |& Y; z( |$ j& jbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
7 y$ x) l! d; u2 ]away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
$ P Q0 k& x6 L6 Wto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
+ A4 _; H3 f& F! |But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with' u( d3 |& b' @4 {# l/ ^
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.$ o8 _" J* e6 C/ \4 t! [
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
( ]% A7 F5 a* b: I, s, v* T& f3 }when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
0 [' g, V# }* u! t8 }- L0 Rdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay0 g1 U( w* n( s/ m3 L
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the0 e3 Z7 V4 |6 v( _8 A+ H9 J9 Y
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
$ }' y; A6 s( W3 d! @hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved7 Q& W" `9 `( x) n# x( r- Z& D
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
8 U0 Y4 `- r6 _7 q: @/ Ucovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It- J# ?0 \% S5 Q# A4 F: J) w
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
( u( y0 f1 d, L) uthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it* a2 R% g5 o/ `# K
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
* \0 C/ k) N. ~Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
5 A7 E: G o- f$ pfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
9 k: x" I2 d8 w. B+ lgave no sign of his presence.0 G. `3 T6 L: y u
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
- p' G. X: i; e# Z2 }/ r: b4 LBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.: h2 g& g; M s. k1 V2 N
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
w( V2 B4 k" j4 V+ g; YTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
" G8 o* A& g- c) d! Ltree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
+ c s0 Y6 Z3 Xfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.( P( d# q7 {7 d: [* w: I
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought. i, h% K! V2 t# Y2 ~, j8 O* Z# }
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she f: q& }( h% P
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was/ X- i$ E H& o0 R/ p) J. S1 _7 W
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
; E5 Z, ^9 N" o) P2 w6 Epart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the0 X2 L; R: L- k" B$ N
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous* e h+ r8 }( }1 E: B
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to \! h8 G8 @( r
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware; z2 a& m: N. U' A/ _
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
. S" i4 W; n& M7 G: h. gas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
1 L' F2 j, n% a P5 u8 C4 athe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death! T/ z7 `. r- X/ ^
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
; L% o/ Z! I& ]soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have a2 _9 b! @5 r8 I; I! C3 F
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