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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves ) |& X1 v' |- `& N# M
by Issac Bashevis Singer
! p' Q( |) {6 Z- _The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing8 Z$ H* j" A+ V1 q7 r" v% I
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
_/ O6 z2 b. h* u& oand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
$ ~) _+ {6 a3 q8 y( |: A! M: XThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the# a) `5 H+ ? ?2 M4 W
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
% v/ M- R5 u4 tthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,& i! d( u4 E/ x. _1 O8 |) e
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The" r5 x5 d: L( u* O6 Q6 d# G
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
, C( U1 S% X" F/ L# }5 B' Bnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
( j5 N# @* l8 Y# Utheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun7 }/ J0 B9 W' P3 ]2 R
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies/ q" X% Z; c, ]" C0 s
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space, m4 d- R3 Y) E% Y: u" K2 g
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
3 ?0 U9 }' m7 ]. Cother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't2 G( Q: ]# @3 ~: r% W
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare# H, m8 M2 s* A" M5 r
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
, A. L5 i1 a9 b5 i" Ncourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
, k1 M, g9 U+ W) e q+ vThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this( a* u9 E/ U% [4 J
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
h! l8 _4 ]5 ?' U0 ]8 F- S9 eno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase" q$ \, F& k1 y$ i
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
0 t; `% V7 O' Y! Igrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would1 r {; u4 u8 W, k4 q" U G
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind" L# ^& `1 P1 M2 s8 A- S# f
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.9 H1 h/ ?# |6 b1 _
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still! w' s$ G4 i' r& C
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
3 l- G; ^* \" f! Z" `6 shung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they8 r" P+ I1 F; F" }1 Q9 g
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had h( c6 E! K3 m8 q+ s! Q( ?- P" ~& E
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
]! ]8 ?2 i' N% a; Q7 x2 F( Xthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
! c8 k9 I4 @$ ]; v* Q$ h5 ~5 dremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they' u% p6 F+ p5 P: ?3 j
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,4 L7 S0 U) K- C1 h N: O) ~
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another# K: r: Q0 } s; P. w f# e, X9 v
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens s% H) a% ?+ ?+ e5 O: I
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
% `9 B [. o( a, x; z) \+ fdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst5 z: V% w4 _5 | {% C* x
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore! O6 b- l* b8 I. g, @# Z
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
) O1 H& I' x+ r0 b- [0 gon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"0 f4 x" \" U6 V5 D
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
8 i7 L* g: B( Z6 z+ m# {4 Rhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
* f2 `0 L8 s8 e) n, ?"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll. s& [1 `- I0 z+ T: e$ T; g
fall with you."
) K' E3 L# A2 B; W$ g/ R( {2 E1 g"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
; S) D2 W6 `9 K$ C$ [1 C"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and" u4 y, g% p, c/ ]$ F
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a. N- G% k8 L) C% I# j( b& m
tree? No, never!"6 l$ {" W7 N5 |" Q& _
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know# a' ] X$ R1 ~; f( ^
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
' M5 N: F1 E7 r7 xhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
5 r, w" ]. |; W) h9 ]/ v- l* Apity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
) n2 ]1 h3 M: EI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."8 C5 W/ }( _& W! Z) T" s1 f* ^
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole2 }: {% U2 B8 o% s" o% G5 K; T
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or- ^6 d7 F0 t2 U: C2 ~
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
. x8 W( \- ?0 ]0 W3 B8 fmuch as I love you now."
+ [4 }* }8 B$ E/ U"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?4 j. _, L) e1 D8 J% A
All colors are equally handsome."
$ g( x9 J$ W! A: w O$ G* IAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
A# f' X9 B# d& lmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
. d$ R& Q5 \* Y- x" u( m# bbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
* k/ K, [, j$ W- Laway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called. w, H' Q; {9 [, i7 f. d4 w
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"/ P+ k/ a; X1 l' T. e
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
: p# k& @' F- T* S+ b! K* sthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
3 f& X$ k9 ~( I3 B3 z( CSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But3 q- s3 n( r! V0 D; ~' n L4 I
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
/ H9 G1 w; e5 l8 P% y I) cdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay6 E z1 K2 G$ o. E- y9 ~( s
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
- [/ H- M9 f! G( a% ltrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or1 k5 h8 O6 r4 z4 h; b+ l6 L9 @1 a
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved, h N N; w8 r
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
7 x( f: F- R$ ~: V [8 v' I& acovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
% a! B. _, F9 }+ o: nnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
, h- P+ w3 q8 A4 n2 p: athirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it2 ]6 Y- j& a* h' d( {; \7 u
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
6 f6 [( u& I) m* H7 eTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
" O6 r8 e `$ `5 Ifrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and' ^+ q: N9 j8 {1 i, n" r2 h8 R
gave no sign of his presence.$ g2 u2 @5 O. [7 Z9 h# a8 j' e: j: f
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."% M4 }" L4 l9 s$ j1 e
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
+ D$ v' [) c) I7 G# |" iAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.$ M9 S H7 A7 d7 J+ p$ Q |
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
% k7 S! X, Z4 Ntree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different+ e+ O6 j7 |- J X
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
2 j8 \) B. a9 w4 vAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought8 q, [. z# I, D9 x6 g- l
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she0 v; n. w# e& K9 \% Q7 W* n& n& P
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was, M4 X/ q, s/ T5 ~3 U
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
3 Q% E9 ?5 L' Rpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the7 o: g1 I- f# P& j
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous3 N- R& [1 d) a2 I) D
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to0 L7 [* P& G+ p$ ]2 X3 V
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
6 U! x1 N% P) M3 Hof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love) f2 {: L' C0 U6 i# c
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all' s. h* s2 k0 c4 c$ r; o$ x
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death9 f) t& q% j! e ?' s) l
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
# N! L( Z" [) y8 k7 Ssoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have) _( }5 b6 z! h* X3 @& }: L+ j9 K
joined with eternity. |
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