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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
" d' Z0 v) X6 j& h( o) {1 jby Issac Bashevis Singer" W' C0 r3 E5 N* Q( p( U7 ?
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing) D! q8 S2 N% o: \4 O
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year) g5 j, G9 R y$ j$ `- X- w
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
# ^( p( P6 B A+ S8 ]1 A1 U8 _The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
6 j* ?5 p9 c2 C& V! Rmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
6 Q7 z l2 j' Z5 w0 x* F5 Xthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
* [5 |; v' @! B% E! i/ L; ]) osome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The% S1 L2 L$ x! _( w" {
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
+ b4 x" S. l: U: Anight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
/ s0 A8 Z& ?# J! X) M* w" Ctheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun& |+ y0 y) u" ^5 Q
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies' ?" }( z7 \+ R7 X1 n4 g
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space, u! S% `3 `' s( C" ?
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many4 U1 G) n" U1 Q4 j! J8 X/ q6 j
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't5 |( ~7 p G) ]5 h x
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare* W+ \; u" N5 y7 }: Q3 c
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much/ a2 U6 d7 J* Q- ^
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
0 O0 T2 ?4 d- A5 @ J% uThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this4 q/ {5 ^* d1 Q
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
8 G8 U4 l4 o7 O% i+ G+ ]no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase% h( K0 R$ h" x: c- X
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
! t! W( i5 F) V. D9 A$ a; ~9 Dgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
5 q1 q2 S9 r- l# I. g' Xreturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
0 Q% J- T q2 n# x7 \or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.0 r4 Y+ ?- H( p- O( W5 l# T; o2 i
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still* T8 i, `; @& D/ S
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both, v. d7 H: Q$ r7 r% t* D6 L
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they5 K$ _% m. l# f- R2 p$ I+ ^4 s
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had# a% w/ s* o3 T6 O) J
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to/ T3 _6 I' y- f8 ?. i+ X8 G9 N8 G
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another8 o1 n6 N4 }2 ~ d) G7 ^" i
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
- c3 _6 m: P4 Nbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,! G1 Y e8 E2 o% Q9 i
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
1 k. F' [8 {+ `( H: z# u3 _when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
( `% S7 G% q4 Y% xin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
5 w$ V+ Y1 E: ]5 Y( a7 Y* Edone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
0 J; y; k) X/ }storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore; Z0 b3 O" j6 e
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang1 A% A0 b& ]8 C6 `/ o W- Y0 q
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"" {% w3 e/ Q, P( i, d
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time6 B. d- E- F# c5 e, L0 @% u
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
5 @% }) |$ z4 a- D"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll# E8 K8 ^4 O4 l* i: ?: i
fall with you."
4 |8 F: N* ~/ `6 }0 ?8 ~"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
* j9 J% m' q7 \" r( T8 n"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and$ i9 n2 U8 q8 ^/ Y
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
J$ g1 g: \* n4 Ttree? No, never!"# i9 M1 x. E1 x" J* n) V% Y* n
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know" `( F: |' V0 F4 K0 _
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
1 A- {4 J3 \! k& Bhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such4 P2 u7 z& L# A+ M! S( r0 @
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become., L, W+ G/ _) n# f
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
+ J9 @9 D+ J6 y4 d. D* ?"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
0 p9 \4 M! i& G3 @3 E/ S% l6 s; hsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
3 s& t0 x( Y* ]* W7 Cstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
4 w$ V' q/ g/ k2 fmuch as I love you now."( Y2 w2 }6 d6 m# x2 N7 F2 D
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
6 r. F' [$ m$ r+ u, }All colors are equally handsome."7 I5 _7 A* r# h
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
9 }4 l* i. i* ^% G2 ` V. Amonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa/ Q. E; l) O3 _6 y$ D2 g& x/ l5 X
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn Y; E- S: B* k+ u. ~
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
o1 R6 [1 t% fto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"0 q* `8 }/ n. h
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with- Q. @/ M2 X9 X
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree./ K% D7 o' _1 e$ [+ v2 N
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But* @" T$ S; D+ {! w: e' K
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
I' K+ c* m2 r9 f2 ~% a# t9 K& @% d5 fdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
( n# @* d! l6 K2 [0 ywith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the" ?9 Q# T# |/ S& }4 i% w; _
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
) o L6 `% Q. t- f; v9 U8 z+ Dhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved+ ?4 `3 h- V" `
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It5 n% g* S5 D: Q! m' y
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
& k7 `' l# F( p) P+ knourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
" M/ K% b& j& _- |! Vthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it- i) |0 R: ?# J
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
" t) C7 @/ r; I4 g A4 ^; aTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so7 L; j! c" {3 P+ S6 o5 r
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
' ]" y; r+ f! [6 `. I5 Rgave no sign of his presence.0 Q1 F2 Z3 j+ x3 V! q6 y( f8 P
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too.". X6 @& A" J# M0 R2 p* f' {# N
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
1 @6 I; T. l+ J5 g7 A k) s( jAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.9 ~9 \' }6 J6 f* J
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the! e' V3 P, e( j- K- g! [# l1 e
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
, M3 X& P: ]6 A6 c- l3 {1 T/ Wfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
, v" l3 k. {$ M. M& b. C, u/ KAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
8 {8 n) {* t3 T: S+ Jwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she9 K0 ?4 W: L5 i* N( P% a
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was. W9 ]" ~( v" h
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
4 y9 V% c6 }( L9 M1 R3 Ppart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the' K. S2 N; r' T
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
8 C) i, Y s0 Nenergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
H) v6 u7 e- y# ?( v- I& K; dher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
- [! T: t. n5 f- cof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love( d8 w8 I2 R0 q2 H
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all0 ?( M+ U7 [4 Q. u
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death- m* H' u2 N$ a& p" m% X$ y
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the. i3 D6 q# n# ^+ g0 M
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have5 M9 y% L% y# R7 R6 h! g
joined with eternity. |
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