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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )' |" b( g! T, e! l) j1 ^
by Issac Bashevis Singer j4 c* i" j( A6 [% |8 y$ ^( O
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
6 n/ P. ?+ k2 G: S# W# E" Ltrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
9 v4 @# E" Q6 {$ N, Tand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
7 [. ~! z& l, s2 n2 M0 gThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
_5 p1 |( O' R, f6 e7 [ vmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
3 N4 t% Y H( V* Mthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
/ n6 e. n3 J$ f! ?) Q' Csome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The: [9 s1 H% t. T; m2 @' r9 V6 j/ M
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
8 E2 l$ T5 m# X7 V/ ^# o# O/ Ynight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
! Q! @- Y$ I+ B) B- V' w0 r* g7 rtheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
/ ?( m" X, h1 d/ e, [0 K5 i# nshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
. P6 [. h. O/ @2 W- z. fwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space" g. }, x) ^+ T! T
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many& G* p( _1 q/ T# |, W
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't, A) h, J" C. q8 N+ Z) U
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare: c' d5 e4 a1 P/ i9 g
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
6 l9 x7 |0 H6 A6 H1 ncourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.% F3 r# b$ v+ A+ |
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
: `; t) ?, A. p- \* K9 W! @3 ktime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
% v6 Z# _: r1 ~+ k9 L% Nno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
$ j+ A2 c }# l, n- Zof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
6 v0 w" G1 @' f, @+ F0 U5 K" cgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would* I. k# |0 j6 R' D$ C
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
0 X) i' Q+ O& s6 d* o" s! Tor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
! c6 K- X5 W- f& eOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still: K7 k% b9 Z7 ]
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
* S! P& f; R6 K9 V! {& Ihung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they+ h" y* S$ e% x
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had. S$ K- |5 o" F% q; A( S
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to$ |$ v3 V/ ]. O& v6 O# M+ K2 D; H6 N
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another8 P! X1 D" i, K( N. \* G( S# i
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they) p r1 {- R0 ~8 r
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
# m/ u8 K1 _' {) H1 z+ wbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another; q" }, x& U* H# {2 C
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens; T6 [0 ~9 ^0 _! ~* T
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
2 m1 w- o& |' _! ]; c/ |/ k) P5 \done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
! N2 x7 @& H. ]+ ]6 F! lstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
. y( Y: E `9 T( y( coff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
' E( ^1 N% a" X; F& ^& o1 ~: Z0 Ton, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"0 O( b7 g$ N5 e4 L* _3 X" ]
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
) K8 I: S0 h" {has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
+ ~6 J: q n, p( V"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
2 B8 A! a5 @. M. y; \; R" K# d; @fall with you."$ F: [5 ~7 J6 L6 t, D% V
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
' B. b0 c) Z! G, H"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and3 z: `+ P/ N% Q) u1 Y+ S
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
8 @( k" N! V# s! u, X0 ntree? No, never!" T4 o: D0 w( H3 ?
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
- Z/ c& n6 A7 Z) v f9 Mvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices$ ~3 |. F4 @5 q* `# E* ]! `
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such7 g. K$ L1 m2 `& }* R5 h
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.# c7 e0 @5 S7 O. {
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
) u4 t! `$ ~$ M+ T- i" A9 G"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
' S. _ Y0 u$ |' L3 }5 w/ G. csaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or3 k- y. B. |0 N) j3 j2 P4 w1 M! y
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
; |6 G# Y6 Y# V2 Q$ `$ Bmuch as I love you now."2 b3 Q& I( M! Q& ]
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
5 a( J& y5 [0 W# q9 g6 XAll colors are equally handsome."
7 R# @/ w' h+ J6 rAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
# d8 w; H1 r; t7 l) t% Zmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa) X) c. |* O1 d
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
0 O- y2 n% X4 f8 Raway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
: _% h1 t( R5 y. v! E9 ?6 v; J( vto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
. z; n% |( r$ sBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
' q- T. r8 c7 K4 _! }* ]4 t, `the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
8 K$ a, H# p+ [+ O1 G, k1 F* RSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
! I t! {. t: d# H7 \3 vwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
2 k& b) @) w/ T' h) w) c4 Jdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
% N' }4 _2 X" q/ kwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the R3 \: H8 i% x6 U/ d2 E
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
) j% G' d# a c# D% S, z" x: Khail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved5 B p" ]; r8 s0 w6 d+ G+ E
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
: H/ B' a* v5 y( u/ vcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
( C/ h) w- d0 D. W. anourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
* s# ^9 F+ J. a4 P( x5 K" V. uthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it$ l2 U q' ?* w5 K1 t2 g
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...; L3 t; E0 t# n" h4 C
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so! N: ~7 j: C, x* @" A: K+ g! K
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and! E; A6 z5 d @" N
gave no sign of his presence.; Q0 R* v' m7 O1 s- ^& t
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too.". `! z2 W9 a( K
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
6 w: [* x( |6 V dAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
8 m$ w! A- B' [, @7 w1 I' z% qTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
( X, \7 D j* Ntree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
8 Y& o$ f) T& q! T) }- ]; l" @2 Efrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
5 g: ` |8 @7 v' mAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought- K/ u6 G3 y+ Z. @6 }
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she$ H, N3 \- w" t8 F! E) Z
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
0 [8 }' y& t) i& C8 k( na part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but# C; P% M6 c o) {1 @2 d
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the; R G3 u2 k, `
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
7 D+ C1 i; b9 T. ~. [energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
6 k n; u5 i. p6 rher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
3 @; j: q B% o, |of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
1 z4 K/ h3 r6 {" K1 {as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all$ ~3 F( }0 }% c
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
9 |0 S/ h% c/ q2 Fbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
3 ^1 G0 V9 a$ P; ~$ G: Z3 Gsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
6 O9 @1 ~2 X* v3 W, Z4 s0 g* Kjoined with eternity. |
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