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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
7 E3 [% z) j+ `8 hby Issac Bashevis Singer! z% m2 N* k5 ^! ]+ d T) G4 W
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing2 [% O1 o# A Z3 m1 B( l: u6 E
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year0 L3 y( l% P; C0 l
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.: ]" p4 W8 N7 L5 R# u8 l: S/ I% E
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the% p8 U, ?4 v6 q y; U+ X4 C: ]
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that* A! ` w+ A8 C
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
) N* R, c* t2 v- c% k0 X; f# p3 Y; {some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
; Y# J8 y. A2 u. W1 Mleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at/ O6 s8 {- X. J4 X" W0 c
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although) D5 ~" R# J' i1 g& _
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun! I s9 O: E/ n% H
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
+ Y2 t& ?. \$ e2 P# ^/ `which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
5 Z8 D$ U( z: j; C4 ]$ T+ dbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many. E ?3 G! c6 q% ~
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't8 R6 b s" R, R/ b! N4 d
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
# D" z5 E" Y* X' \6 j2 J0 L% Htree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
, r5 f. B- W: j8 ]" ?( n( Icourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.9 g; r6 `* H6 ~7 e
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
" {0 c4 r6 S5 N2 u4 Mtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but0 ]* [, [$ S# @% a
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
! W& u5 l6 E; x' ]7 M) o3 Hof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with! s8 L* a: ?! Q9 ~$ V2 m
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would. e3 a* b" y* z' q( p+ S
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind$ m) c+ R1 T/ l, r" h( ]6 U, W
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
* z4 S' S) @: F3 f+ L9 F7 @On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
5 R$ e/ x# F5 a Z9 v }remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
* \5 Z" G' O( a. s7 D- Jhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they/ Y2 o+ p0 ]- H0 M1 g2 S
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had. n0 m# ]. K, A+ }4 k! [
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
4 ]% }$ R T5 k& U4 r/ K. uthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another8 N; D( q$ d! u- [9 K- @3 [2 `0 t7 K
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
$ c y$ ]4 V( Ubore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,& V3 F7 h, l: L/ f
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
5 c) D7 @6 A! B: X. {; O- pwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens. u$ }+ r) `0 Q N/ p7 M
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
. X7 W$ X! ]4 L3 A; jdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
' U7 a( M3 m1 w; O5 s6 Y; m# [storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
2 h$ c- J; R7 ]; K# ]1 c7 C0 X3 z7 g9 Roff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang O( V) y% k6 y4 F5 j! o# }. h2 N) M
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"; g; C! f6 W! _( n
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
4 o# V- ~3 {9 i+ _" }, v6 P Dhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
8 }% I$ I2 Q f5 ^, e5 O7 E"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
C* w. X7 }: B8 efall with you."% q$ C0 _* |$ Q) T/ k k6 U
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."+ f! i4 J5 b. O4 f" N
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
! p: X$ d2 h4 [2 H8 H0 @admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a& S' ^* w3 [6 A4 }( Y9 J
tree? No, never!"! k: M8 d% @+ t: ]
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know/ ]# V# B. `% y5 @# a- D& X) `* ~
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices4 }8 D) _, F0 H( s! G1 A
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such9 R# z+ W, B0 G3 n- T! q3 C3 g
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become., J0 K* R, O. F* ]" z
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
b3 a1 B/ y; N"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole& Q0 n: z) n0 t+ k
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
& ?6 @" a6 F4 |. c/ y1 ?7 v3 q3 lstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
; U1 q# k8 c# W7 `& s/ ^0 X1 {( l3 `. Kmuch as I love you now."
2 P. H! v7 X- P, W"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?$ {" g8 V1 L- M# G9 V
All colors are equally handsome."6 }! {: q$ b% z! @1 c
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these: B* B0 n- q" M' A0 @! D; {* m' O2 U
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa$ f0 a2 O/ R9 a+ c# z
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn) v. B3 k0 N& D5 B1 @( o; \
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called$ J; E& z! E' ?+ I5 y, Z
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"* v& C3 _1 G+ W9 X
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with, i2 n$ {% V1 m
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
% O! g) R1 c* ]& F' l9 p. wSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But0 x' Q6 f- V3 X6 U5 [2 c' o. Q9 B
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
' N- {3 c- b# y: u: ]. K kdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
$ k D5 s2 x' [* D3 G, Lwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
( G' i) ?0 D! m2 Z8 i) F4 j3 Ltrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or4 Y* o# S" {, j9 l1 e8 P
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
+ t8 Q2 ~& g# J, N: O$ k* Nforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
6 u6 ~" n2 U! ? y9 icovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It# d: [, Y$ J0 Q( H$ a8 }
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
) h, h, D+ B3 J. T; @thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
& l E& k: K7 d; a9 S H. M. k dsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
. y/ Y4 t8 u9 K1 ~& G% B% C) g& I8 aTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
2 _3 |2 D9 I7 \8 p( x, r3 Xfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and8 o) M# C4 X( M. i$ T) b- w
gave no sign of his presence.
8 L! T; S' F8 s3 F8 G4 I$ rTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
2 g# `1 k1 @+ D+ R K0 w5 `' xBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.; t8 B& a7 r% |. A
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.$ B9 f9 Y0 H9 F
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
* w+ Q/ C, W; L6 y: Utree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different S; \8 y/ n+ A/ T# k
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.2 I: I& f1 E$ v0 W' U) _
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
/ D8 ?3 G2 ~8 e; p5 |2 k# xwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she1 L4 B: ^, D: s$ w; G* L N6 `
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
* ~' n" j) p1 O" Aa part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
4 _/ f2 T2 u' r% ~! O) Npart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the! a+ B5 i8 C$ D; W' M, d# `
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
7 g6 n7 }; } G2 @energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to1 g* h+ W2 s. l* Q2 `+ M; w
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
" f$ q& l+ p& S6 k/ iof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love9 J- r4 F# w, C( q: J* w5 Y
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
& ?( Z- x' O( g7 M, Tthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death; D! ?! ]4 { B
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the) y+ |9 v4 z, ?2 {
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have& E: ^6 v4 \/ w$ ?8 ?! w
joined with eternity. |
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