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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )$ b( T0 g; O4 F7 S6 v7 g6 p
by Issac Bashevis Singer
# P9 k: }$ J2 D) T1 n/ WThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
; B+ z% m! T" r7 {; @( F5 T- ?& wtrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
. \0 F# M, W3 P7 ?) c$ ~ S- Dand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
; T* B0 Z1 C$ Q) b* ~The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
5 p5 W' p3 X' T8 D) a1 l C8 w/ omornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that/ ^1 K$ [4 w! K
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
2 x% J" P& z5 B9 ^some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The# p. _7 B5 U& t0 G1 O1 t& j
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
% _2 _2 {( ]: R- K& Unight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
' E) ], l' | itheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun8 g9 t2 |+ e" E1 j; D
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies3 Q" k8 X X" v0 [; }
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space$ o( t! v% Y8 e$ G
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
/ [' J/ ]/ d% d6 H7 R( F3 P/ iother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
9 ^5 l& b0 q: b3 nmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
4 O X& u! Q. N& ytree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much! h7 ]2 }$ K6 g
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.5 A% b2 J5 d% J& y% W5 g
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
6 x }5 b/ L2 rtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
4 N& y3 Y1 n0 L) \; U3 L' Xno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
- A3 v1 j4 ]$ d9 ]6 M: I3 @of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with5 x. o/ R1 Z7 y: B- g& C
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would0 a$ m) A3 x) L6 i4 y
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind$ I6 ?, a; Q6 H+ V
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
3 l6 v' j: B! [5 X: TOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
9 T( _! q0 l. h; l5 eremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
# o' j& D+ o7 `) m; U- o. O: ~hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
6 J8 K+ {/ i' J/ @ d {received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had" e" r+ E B G! h
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to0 L5 }. }, H) S6 s
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another$ H( y! _2 ~/ A- r" \
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they0 P* W2 a# K. O4 y6 m6 |/ f( A
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
, ~0 x& E3 [7 G3 wbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
! l( O% n C4 t& F/ C: R" n' `4 Fwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens' c$ `' D) F6 n9 Z3 a8 t5 e
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be6 g) M7 R3 s7 a4 z( Y1 s% v( e
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
% K7 S" l( G" ^8 _" X! B9 V3 wstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore8 ^; u7 e* P y" }/ Z f |" }
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang; E% ]& J# U# c
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
, z1 d3 C' y4 w7 Y w K( X) [7 O8 kAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
* z2 I8 \, M8 C0 s) B4 bhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"3 n' ?, s( V, k
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
/ @1 }$ m# H9 }" ~2 ?9 j7 dfall with you."
3 E$ o$ Z7 X! U% ?"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
' L2 T- p9 ~ d( Z"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
8 r1 w- G1 A' U8 N$ w! Gadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
' P5 [: n# \: L! t. Itree? No, never!"5 h. \3 C% T" C
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
* ~6 d; N# o2 C' S7 M* ?4 A# Zvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices2 Q# s: R* d: S9 e
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such" H( ] W- L% t! a; e7 D
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become./ S5 Z) {9 x( m% V% T& q& _
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
, H; M1 ^+ J% |7 V; d& P"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole0 J5 i' ^1 t" c/ _2 |6 g3 |, T3 C! X4 E
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
7 _' L* M% {' t/ ]. U" Istorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
9 X" s5 u R0 T: V( r# R: |1 Qmuch as I love you now."9 E) K: M& V$ s( g
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?# I" s) ]/ i% s# ~
All colors are equally handsome."
- e" g0 f# @ B( ~And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
/ C7 C9 C# S/ Nmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
, b0 e1 P$ o( Q5 A" e: I9 Xbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
L9 v5 g2 `/ z5 A6 f4 Oaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called9 B8 `# ^# u/ ^/ ?; i* v6 B; h* z
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"1 m1 e; p8 Q/ h* Y- J
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with$ ]5 r6 X) v, ^. j" H
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
* F' O3 t w3 M( ]So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But( H1 {7 D: j M/ }; w
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into& \2 _. A3 t5 Y2 I$ a
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay1 G8 X: k. h+ h/ b1 Y; b4 A1 r
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the# r5 G2 w$ a; d. ^. _: f
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or7 k* H& P1 d. ~9 e6 j W7 s w
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved; K0 x2 ]0 S/ l3 W
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
- b% X* v1 g; y+ e# B0 Mcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It1 k8 b0 p1 C1 t
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
( W1 B! T* K5 Y0 mthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
" N; W8 v+ }1 L1 msummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
5 Z, ^" t1 m, i/ y# V: p( KTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
* E, q2 k: i a! Q% lfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
% k K5 ^+ {( Xgave no sign of his presence.
$ A& | u3 }2 W. `7 e9 wTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
; G/ ?! D% ~ E. OBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.$ V8 H; O6 m2 f& F. T- i
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.& ^% T4 W# B' w( J8 D
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
2 @; l0 Y% \. o1 z. @tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different& g. ?+ t- L# R/ [) _" D
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.! O6 q* b K) _/ \3 `7 c% }
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought" }- p2 [ x/ t4 G; W: C9 L
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
! B- x9 r! Q/ e$ ]( Jwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
' R8 F. Z9 _. z; V, ua part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but6 G+ j) [. H* M7 X$ l
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the: q E: i9 Y; c
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
9 S3 B5 N# \* B( ?energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
# E4 B" n, a* p) Y2 J$ Kher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
7 I4 ?* w2 ^9 zof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love2 _! Z* V% F; @7 z
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
% }! o$ A4 L1 S* ?- Rthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death4 E# @# r. Q6 G4 u
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the+ R0 H3 l( W2 X7 t' P
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
/ Q( n0 @# C; Y. S2 p" [2 |joined with eternity. |
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