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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )! ]$ F) c; e" G
by Issac Bashevis Singer; S7 j; Q1 i ^+ {5 z3 H0 y- D
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing8 E/ R* b* W$ c( ^4 k9 Y- o
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year6 A( J/ ]; y) A% f) ]
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
a3 p% v# n( r0 [/ U) J& |0 B0 _The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
: m! {% {- X; u9 d' a) amornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that8 J# T$ y* i& Y1 T' s
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,! [$ r1 C! s: c7 ?+ x
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
6 r( P# D7 B/ b6 i# ?) lleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at7 N% l! C% O& M+ R- Z
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
: h; e X. A& y1 P$ [% Ctheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
3 m' @7 Y [3 `$ i% j6 Fshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
1 h+ n5 ^: ]* ^2 A! d+ K( |8 k' ~which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space1 I( z- h' D& \1 G3 }$ A
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
- K4 t4 V7 y: ?# N0 ?other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
: H! O( Z9 ?& I) R: Mmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare; O( F! n4 ^# f0 _/ ~
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much4 z3 @ l Z: ^
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations., g$ ^( P" Y5 w& e2 E. H2 b4 h
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
( n5 J" j1 R @1 ?) Qtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but; S8 m/ _1 o, O; v9 [+ N, O% s
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
* f( O2 X. e) I* P$ _of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
& |- K# _% t) A$ H$ x0 L5 r. vgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would' E6 w \$ e4 y6 n7 @* W
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind8 R! R3 H! b+ a5 }$ J( C- `3 u& u
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired." K7 D, q- J* X
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
, O. u, l6 Z3 Yremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
$ T" N9 d, v% F" [9 W* mhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they6 F. c" t: x+ k" M' c- c
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
% \6 a1 N) j4 H Hsurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
! f) [1 r& `( r# k4 Uthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another- o( S5 A/ \5 V; I8 @) g5 n
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they6 f; |) V, c2 V, q
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
v2 C0 b, Q% _: vbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another; ^* B$ a* g# A! `- n
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens) v! {4 ^* P. _/ j9 O/ z& a: w S
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be( o3 z$ `8 L6 c0 V/ p x
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst- {# O0 ~ I# w2 j
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
' e/ D6 S" _) \8 ^8 coff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang" j5 H1 W1 L7 o( [. d; g0 ~
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
) M9 P3 I& `: g* Z- V" a( ]- r: k" wAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time; M; P& B H S4 D7 S+ T6 n6 E
has come, Ole, but you hang on!". [2 u: H- U/ C6 E. }. f* S) A
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
# `1 |. d- c: `' R8 L9 i7 D' c; [fall with you."
4 j1 Q/ _7 [9 c0 o"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."- k' ?. p' i+ A E
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and" d/ ]/ A/ {/ ^2 X) t" i4 I
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
3 T! I$ [5 Q) c3 u# S: S4 stree? No, never!"
x- M, ^& r' ^' q6 c, J* A7 L4 r* H"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know6 B2 C. R f3 D( L! {
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
, T) ?2 X& M1 E8 phave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such M9 t! x" p% \
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become., M2 m- I( \- q/ ?" h: l5 Z
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."- _" @9 g" G. @1 e7 {
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole. [( p3 k7 H1 u' t) R
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
& q) L. F1 R) b6 N* ]9 d1 h! {. Ystorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
) f, y3 e! O+ t8 S. K0 Q d3 Z* }much as I love you now."
9 [" \8 Z& |. ]) L"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
, x4 K% ]- [' T+ W5 {# WAll colors are equally handsome."
% X. g* s& ^7 b4 nAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
4 [' M" I* \$ N& Vmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa5 C- Q0 l: v$ K3 m- C
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
+ p$ u9 x% ~8 d& b$ f, Z+ B" xaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
! [) P: F2 a( M C- ^. lto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
) i5 Y# J$ M- z1 bBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
9 [! V. s4 T" c- |" I/ mthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
' I6 q4 b) o9 l% ]: ]) k; kSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But9 m; X% C5 B& ]% N2 Z8 {) J1 a. Z. d
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into+ O) k1 T! b0 E) H0 ^* A0 L* e
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay! i% [5 b2 r/ b! {0 C% ]
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
; v) B* X1 F& r3 }3 j6 dtrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or1 H. ], M: A& a; x
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
- I: U$ Y D$ W( C3 Rforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It# R' n3 J& ~ B7 }+ g2 k5 `
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It/ H% b/ A' s* a/ X1 c" l
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
+ u9 @* \+ E0 X/ ythirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it/ X8 A: v5 B8 f8 b9 w4 t4 p
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
8 l* n% w# H. RTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so: y6 h+ c ~+ n
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and* @ _$ _# a, Q8 ^) x; V
gave no sign of his presence.6 g1 \# V! f, x/ q$ g" e n. q7 v
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."% E$ O' j; F5 ?& n
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
5 l9 @9 @) _, |. X& c& u6 u2 FAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
0 }* p& ]) y$ f* ATrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the! c. c% m1 Z5 d6 K% ]% s) J' W
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different& m } |0 o$ @% A
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.0 |3 \, n- _0 m$ f1 z& e) d7 x
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
4 @% w" ?2 d8 \# |with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she7 N4 D. ?5 m# e4 a6 q5 m
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was6 L; o, ?2 u0 `4 M% Q( z
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but* S @% g9 ~/ T3 V a
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the3 k( P# l1 F3 g: _
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous* [9 y8 g* w: \
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
9 i1 x8 W' A! \$ `her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware/ a l# h$ t. n
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
0 K' p& p- U" r4 Sas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
W/ m" D& h) ^8 Y5 ?" Jthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
- Y+ O" a, N- Q5 D8 [/ }9 xbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the- }/ `: o. s1 i, G% i
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
! x4 h3 d1 L; l3 Cjoined with eternity. |
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