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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )/ w4 ^; Q8 b0 X- C- `
by Issac Bashevis Singer
# [' E) p; K0 M6 d% \! nThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing4 s4 J2 |/ b9 a6 m8 n c& i* U
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year- P3 y0 }* x$ ^/ ^ d4 D% I* h; p8 s: ^
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
5 |; h( p1 ~* |The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
+ B( |% Q, r% K2 s! n5 S2 I$ Nmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that2 F. W" k% H4 V& |% } Q
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,7 t' C. {, }6 R. @. z# E8 H
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The8 y h+ N/ P" N* [2 d
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
8 @) ?5 Z6 q8 K/ Tnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although. q# G9 @& {1 F
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun; f* z7 i b0 W7 l" q5 m$ N
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
B' d) J9 `) Fwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space1 C3 K3 o, H7 Z. x' x
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
8 U/ S/ G, _9 k$ A) D/ j fother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
8 n( l; u# y) e) Z9 ]migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
6 Z) s; _% L# Y3 Xtree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
# x6 m. I0 p4 P4 I- B) q% C, xcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
; T- x# L. o. M8 A1 u0 VThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
1 d6 z" s8 R9 U1 r' a2 r3 e7 ctime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but) e9 C+ r" U5 `3 U( y; X3 ^4 I
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase" I5 f$ M/ x" [$ M. P- h9 n
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
1 x- i9 i/ u3 e' z4 i+ R3 K( ugrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would- U5 `0 I) I$ x6 I( z. @; Q2 n
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
* ?7 S3 B3 Q2 U3 S2 F; h3 ^or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
* Q, W6 d1 W& D. zOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
1 \$ d2 f5 N# e Y4 `" wremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
% w! m& P! Y& O& j, a" s; ~( ?5 Zhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they1 i v0 @! v* [6 j" Z5 X. y9 y
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had+ F+ {3 J" ^- u$ G! R6 }
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
, r S6 A) ^6 m: B0 uthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another* W+ i+ _( s3 D( c5 ?# j, W
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they) C$ [- e4 Q- z! ^$ @& |% A* N
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,4 L( I+ n/ Q; H4 Z& W- H- E7 K' a
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
2 V% I/ }+ {/ nwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens) K( c; k# ~ N
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be4 v* j+ J' s) C5 P; Z( w/ K4 R
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
3 Q% N( q7 U8 a+ zstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
7 v, t7 ?2 n, | F/ Eoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang' Q5 D# L$ D$ A( B6 j' u1 r
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"6 R0 _* w) |9 o) a2 {6 r# p4 F8 ~$ m
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time' f, A8 j- P) [" i/ g
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
3 Y8 f( a3 o6 d# y"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
]% e9 W2 k' j. _0 d! a( n. G% K3 Nfall with you."
6 g t. j m% X3 T7 R6 r& w! A( O"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
" z; t& _$ U5 D$ }9 G"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and; v7 f6 j" ?+ }
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a; ^# s, \* X. X4 `- z& ~7 X; h2 t
tree? No, never!"
/ F( m6 ~' L+ h7 ?"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
$ j% v9 \$ T! C3 Pvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
$ ^7 @0 Q( M7 O9 f; Y* khave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
! m3 e) T! Z0 G- n9 Wpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
6 W9 ~; n/ ?; W0 ^$ W0 ^5 S2 SI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
- g' P( o1 P% a"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
7 {" z( Z A# G- W- A! p" Osaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or! c3 B, z5 w% k# C
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
4 x7 y9 y. \6 e0 b+ Wmuch as I love you now."
( O; ~, f' Y5 m; W3 i"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
. t9 _8 a1 ^ W: K$ u5 jAll colors are equally handsome."/ E+ l2 Q) _& v. ^* ^
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these# d/ C+ q; D' M
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa- g* {2 l& l \% }7 ]* ~
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn# I" T3 Q' f( f
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called5 k3 U* w! f( f0 P
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"5 y/ z9 q; J# f
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with8 s0 @2 s0 S$ A/ s
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
0 W" u% W& e6 \. F% t; E2 V: p# _So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
" ~3 z/ ~& Q' n; Z. a* ]) f- X0 ^5 Ywhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into" y- F) g, W0 x0 q* E( q* D
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
, a9 y& d' }- V& S! a: _with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
" z- C0 I5 x' L) u# l& \trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
- o/ c0 X M }, O2 C2 W7 ~, Lhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved9 u$ M7 S( k; Y
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It# [( m( t2 O$ g8 l8 y- _! J
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
) i' c; N5 V* g3 `nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of, i9 f$ ^' f: v [6 d
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
0 ?! y: n* @# i3 p: H% N6 Esummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
3 ~, ~' c4 H* ZTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so6 } n# C9 V% ^: ^3 d) E$ c
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and$ O( O$ o9 L; B
gave no sign of his presence.- n+ e) o# T! O
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
* {5 }( s- K' ?/ \' OBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
0 h, U- k5 ~( R H6 X) b$ n0 I* [% nAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
) H: q1 b% i+ f" G1 \# s! ?Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the2 E, I( F7 c3 z, m7 M0 S' t+ W$ e1 M |
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
0 t( I. y7 h M' J3 U0 l! I9 Qfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.' ]' a% E, T. l" _+ h
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought) V: O: L+ k3 W6 f- L2 k
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she9 n# K* M$ P7 ]9 t9 k6 p
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was( {0 \( G# b1 O
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
1 \0 d' n3 u# i; Rpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
" w6 u/ f, K5 }miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
" h" M9 t4 l- k7 a8 Denergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to2 K$ P9 j. E) v4 Y) s
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
# a; z7 j8 M% Z x0 Z+ [% i3 |of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
+ A: X; ~7 N/ ras mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all) n! e' Q; U9 z9 A( m# G
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
1 u. d5 g/ E% }$ Kbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the" E' G" O/ W+ U1 C
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
+ P+ K0 o I. s2 o+ rjoined with eternity. |
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