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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
' @4 h2 L4 p" b- }/ D! qby Issac Bashevis Singer9 n. O* V; U' {/ U @# M/ O
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
' k9 ?6 [0 r. M. z9 ]9 E; Ltrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
1 D" { m$ | ^+ Band it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
5 P0 E% d; @& z2 ]3 {The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the, K5 G6 c7 ]; ?& B" ?
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
/ U+ [( a4 S2 S1 K$ n0 Sthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,# A) o" g6 }, G6 I
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The8 E0 z8 Q* S' A" V
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at( j# r9 V7 u4 T9 n5 M) F6 t2 Y) e
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
! c& i* _6 x) b9 jtheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
1 q# X% W' d, ^0 }( n. Oshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
. E i7 {% v$ W: D0 t* x5 V( R+ mwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space q% G5 B E- o* q) u; H
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
# B' L; l% j+ R5 [& q1 _other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
' o, Y1 C7 u/ i( l Y$ B4 J5 P- F/ xmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
8 O. T3 F; p c. M: Ftree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
3 U( N/ ~" w$ J, w) acourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
% H4 h c3 a } g) k/ dThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
0 T! n, q) ^! @7 l- ltime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but* e; u. E5 v7 f
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase7 x# A! A+ L, \- t
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with# F. r5 \' x" [! Z, ^/ K
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
% g! X& a! C- X) f2 Areturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind5 ~8 w7 Y9 g, Q6 {5 [! q
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
5 \$ X0 @6 L. {' r. z% @( x! ?; pOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
; g+ k$ ~" ]# \+ Xremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
: D! M3 X# i. N' U* H& Ghung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
) \, {4 ~' m, A) breceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had; v# @5 a1 ?' p4 [" G' Z
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
1 r- J6 j, w% A1 D( M+ ~* A" mthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
4 ?7 s/ N7 e' M) Bremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
2 Y! M- p& l( I8 |6 I6 u0 ^4 tbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,- v0 F9 L- H( E8 {8 {( V
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another! O8 Y- s! l6 L5 s+ s5 a
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
( T8 c! g T O9 Xin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be }6 `: W I k
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
8 N9 c6 D' v2 z/ d4 G; W) kstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
! b$ Z7 d- O7 S9 Toff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang- x& ~ v" n5 c t
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"% z7 ~- O! y! m/ T4 Y# f; _
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time4 i2 B4 j) V" k
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"7 b- c$ I6 L8 `! ?4 h8 H' \! c, n9 {
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll5 m* R) j, X4 e$ f! G+ U# R
fall with you."* y6 d) E% E8 ]7 C8 e6 w
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
$ F( B1 j% B! U6 L% a2 ~"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
, `, B& x5 ?9 s. L" @2 ]admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a7 U1 Q2 q+ P* B8 @
tree? No, never!"- J; e s; q. c- l- Z. y" `" s
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
8 T1 n3 D4 c6 xvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices D* [# W" v" [& z `" a+ `
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
1 B) r( T, i1 K0 spity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
' v# }- R: R. [9 r4 J l/ DI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
7 x0 r" q. ?" a0 T"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
a% y* x+ z' i9 U' Asaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or! A7 [' c' c0 b9 o- v
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
4 W, v/ `9 B& d8 N5 @! Ymuch as I love you now."
+ Q% |1 q$ N/ F8 j- T; |1 V3 y, o"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
5 O& I+ F/ @! L& ?0 M# z2 _8 y8 DAll colors are equally handsome."* J0 j2 F5 ?8 k" }9 h# q
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
% O+ R8 t: T: k- q' F Y4 Qmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa9 W) B; G& d% h1 d6 K
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
* J/ g$ s6 J0 `: G. y" @# J4 |: K7 h# F vaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called) H' X7 X6 q4 l% |# k
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"+ {, d% g6 Q7 k+ Q
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with F) Q. F7 l0 u( R
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.4 ], l# m/ Q; C! B( e8 [" W; z
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But9 x. R- s2 k) Z v& {" ]9 N
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into8 |. S3 b* @+ G5 B
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay$ R8 P% _0 p% P; g7 N1 q% T, H2 h \
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the1 G3 i$ K4 G9 E* d& E& X# \
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
- @1 C1 z. T: m1 `! b! A1 z8 shail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved% O# U; S9 n0 o$ ?( o
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
% w, _" E* \* R4 n5 z) P. dcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
9 v" {2 |4 X6 C+ a# ?$ t3 ^' U( @nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
6 n1 T9 M& N4 N* t$ [! Bthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it& t K( i# N+ Z( p/ V: J) W! D
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...+ Y+ y' \$ ]1 ^. g: ^
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so/ N3 u. V9 G6 }& N, `% e
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and; u% a5 K' u, u
gave no sign of his presence.
" H" D3 _1 q6 p/ u# H! MTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
& p2 A- k! Z( U# [" d4 [: iBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
& c/ \$ s5 x1 b/ s$ N2 }5 `9 a: KAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
" J: y, q- ^. p8 ?Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the% V# G1 B/ g1 R8 `# I
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different3 _9 c# h- v: u2 ?4 j8 I7 M
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.6 s- I# Q( @& `7 H3 [; k6 H( ?
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
/ `4 f' b" W2 Q6 D& uwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
$ N$ c8 ]1 z+ @$ s1 Y- \# rwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was7 W1 a. R+ R) _( g8 |8 T8 w" L/ J
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
7 S0 o$ C" J" {8 z: t4 ^part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
' _6 a% B* \6 @, N" l, l. S9 Kmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous0 l% \ y8 b+ ]
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
4 Y2 G" s( b R- Yher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware$ S7 e- X. I" S5 f" a
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
/ [, _; H4 B& v- z) bas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
5 _; m* B$ \ @* lthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death1 i& K6 S) \, U
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the n3 V; K) M% ?1 _) ~
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have2 h3 E0 D1 C. E
joined with eternity. |
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