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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )* u, m5 A/ ^, o0 ?" d
by Issac Bashevis Singer
" F+ g- W: K. z, ]$ X8 nThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
) l$ `0 y+ U9 b, \. Btrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year* {) o" x1 M: w7 R7 f0 F. ?
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
# z% p$ u5 e* F" bThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the+ U' q) A$ a% L9 U
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
, y1 W$ `( ]" I. W$ w& s! s: e. Othe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
! P2 r* S1 s" i+ {some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The. z. c) W4 ?( Q6 D7 ?
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at8 s }4 Z, {2 [! V% f+ A2 T, G
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
/ R/ L" [0 N1 h1 [" Stheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
: a ~7 @9 Y7 f% O$ Ashone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies. o6 R3 X6 D+ i& X
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
/ L/ I/ c; G3 s. `9 Kbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many6 o c- {7 ^( t4 h' ^ s, `
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't! m$ s+ m7 d! Q' d* d
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
0 ]$ }; O3 [$ T% d5 O& s, V5 o0 Ytree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much% Y, [! ~; q$ E$ h/ m" r9 ~# q: [5 j
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.' t+ j" @3 Y3 o* Q
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this; }4 H2 A! A" y2 x
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
4 [) @: u6 P& ?, v+ q% `, Gno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
: Y* {5 d7 i/ D2 u ^of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
: v1 f l! P- M- vgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would6 X* B2 _0 V$ b' Z
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
$ y/ s0 z! E% {& Yor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.0 a# N( w( \0 C3 t$ F6 f( B
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still/ h$ V$ K$ X& y2 S, L9 j! m" Y! D% `
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both2 k, }* o3 s9 ^: I$ b' T$ ]2 D
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they1 T1 k: `8 A1 m4 M
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
! x; q3 Z3 n+ d" p) O% t* Jsurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to) T' Q" h3 `& W) @
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another, q6 l8 R, {' k4 Y$ {* I. y' e2 x
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they2 B: h2 F; s0 j
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,5 {; H' O2 C% ?" |
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
. G2 \* W, N. {8 ?9 {7 }: ywhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
/ a, D5 C) ?/ q& A$ \" e4 c) s Iin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
$ J N' G4 b c0 k c7 X" Pdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
8 R& O8 I2 Z: n2 bstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
; h9 t0 ^3 y7 U0 r8 F" k1 Voff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
+ N) j7 v3 g) f6 \on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"( }9 X2 W9 x0 M$ k# S
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time, b$ U' e- O7 n
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"' h$ a0 q" e5 b$ S* u3 x s) g. |
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
$ ^2 N( [; s7 l/ K! p% c" s- @fall with you."4 M3 }" p4 ^ ]5 \, d, d
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
& v: c0 ~" y# }* v& y% h( V"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and9 B9 j8 X1 w& Y. p/ H. ~: L) G
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a1 S# q" A6 z- Q9 e
tree? No, never!"
/ Z) ^6 Y1 f. K$ n# m9 j"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know5 x& L* t! [# R3 r3 D6 p
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
2 @" k( S. r Jhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
$ T1 y: j' V* p1 [& t1 j( Xpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
: w" u H- x* e6 }6 H% X, } \I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you.". s# }$ [% D& n+ `" O: X. y
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole1 H X9 u3 Z! W9 W3 u
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or$ G; ~/ y" Q6 Y$ q7 |
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as! H" W3 E* F# U2 `4 @
much as I love you now." ]: l9 O, f( G6 j- M
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
; a0 Z& U3 `; E9 [' h6 @All colors are equally handsome.": H' o! ~. `3 s( h5 w
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
3 L( A' L3 e: L+ p! W# J1 Jmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa# }3 ?$ x* c' H5 Z
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn7 z/ ~ h% \, ` y
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called5 [: z$ o7 R" o: W: l
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
& C/ w: S; d( d7 }4 H6 jBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
# g3 q6 |: t$ Sthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
/ `. X/ z7 `0 @ t& aSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But8 `* q* ]! F* \: w8 R
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
; o9 _! V7 Y$ W: Edespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
, d0 s* e0 ~& {' Z7 f0 B1 Fwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
: Q0 i9 ?6 o7 d- K) p2 Gtrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
& p1 s0 c! T& O( W: V. hhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved/ }" k$ J0 `1 {: ^6 W/ M% Y. o" N1 q
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
6 x' p- e& w9 J1 Xcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
6 W8 P8 x/ C" \0 J+ v2 \nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of2 L4 S7 h7 c' u' b) q
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
% V. \& r! N4 P( V; J; J9 v4 Msummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
( H$ @5 I |" V8 S; W. b vTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
/ @4 d. s' I5 |5 ~6 sfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
: ~, t" L" ]: Ugave no sign of his presence.# m4 C" c# L5 S1 F1 r" h7 T
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
3 q) R0 t% f) [9 m5 g% {6 ~: kBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
4 {6 i3 P5 w3 y+ }After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
$ B# t3 r' ^ S) h4 h% T1 J+ [5 _Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
- _4 z+ {% f. d: N, Ltree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different7 c. _" E( F/ [/ s ~ b6 q( j# @
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.. w" c" d- |' Q0 q- g2 k
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
2 D. H) N4 @( J* Dwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she" t" j1 F6 N/ ?, c! i
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
( \3 R4 \( P. K# k$ \a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
: D9 |( ^/ a, z( @, u3 |part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
) r' `5 F0 R0 i9 z( ^miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
' y# p$ ]1 J& I& }& |energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
$ k; Q+ w# K: z: X" p- V6 \2 Oher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware$ `, g/ H, | o- I( @* ^ Q
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love% f/ A& L+ y* P
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all' t. \3 m9 s! o4 A
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
4 a. j: p! s; M/ t9 b) K: J" W! sbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the. D$ ]5 R0 G! ]# O' _
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
7 D: B' E: L: W, O8 E9 d wjoined with eternity. |
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