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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
5 U: d, I2 u7 Vby Issac Bashevis Singer+ s5 A9 N: @# n) c9 y4 w; E; ^1 ?
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing0 j- n$ j" Q5 c2 W" }2 r
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year5 G! E( M, b: J& v" q- c0 i
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm." k/ M; w) q! j7 c# q4 ?/ l
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
0 l( h! u) q' `, X( [* ^mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
0 r; k' R9 q$ Jthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
9 {: g- g4 f9 D$ csome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The; }# o/ H9 C) J" m3 [ S. Q, l% q
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
% K; Q* R) F( F4 W c& cnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
' }" c$ U" D# Mtheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
6 e: D8 E8 c {0 b$ b9 l Z# [shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies4 V, Z- c) f( c! g. _ c* D
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
. w# F/ C7 ^: _8 [! Pbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many1 |+ f& r% V/ n" n5 B
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
) G8 Y2 l% Z/ z4 K+ a, ~migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
8 a- k c+ R) U# U# W( \. ^tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
( Q- s& B6 M" P; Bcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations. H$ B/ ]" f8 t5 Z1 { _2 B/ _3 x
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
+ w( w: I! e' h! d' wtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
3 ^+ Y: N" Y+ j- Y# ]no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
& w, Z, O4 s2 n* G7 L. ~3 M) Rof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with, G# u$ `# K, M
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would2 `: ]& b6 v$ o( g4 C- e
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind3 {0 `0 C: b$ S$ _4 Y( C
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.8 _. F( I1 k4 R% U* |
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still+ R- V( l" k/ S% H7 |0 T
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
$ U; o, [( a$ Q5 f$ O% s j$ Thung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they! }* U, ]0 m& D$ h0 Q m
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had) i: r7 Q, W w# Y2 ~
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
8 {$ P P) _7 m7 ]the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
1 X/ V8 a3 Z& G9 S: P' ~remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they0 h( ?4 w) n. x: y6 l! h7 K( f
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,( x' G; Q/ |5 u5 j. g
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another+ Y3 r' ?: E! B9 F: D6 d9 B
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
; I9 ]) Z m, win summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be+ O4 Y8 a0 X' V
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
* C' {4 q7 Q6 f dstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore' s' p7 M% j* z7 v- i) v
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
2 w' l- \, h# V; B- `. Yon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"3 @; P, p/ i+ M% u+ B1 r% L% J9 v
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
. q! S, {0 i: {7 ], o$ Xhas come, Ole, but you hang on!") w. {/ D! n2 h3 r% F1 u( {/ D
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll% k7 j% `( f, a; k! n; |
fall with you."2 l- j- ]8 y# G" @
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."8 W8 n" [: O- `
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
9 g5 Y( k5 Z' `admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a$ H$ @+ L6 Z/ O, O+ T
tree? No, never!"
5 Y7 m# v* z! F- B; g8 W& J"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
" J; f1 l B2 l8 ]; f, cvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
: t. h2 s. P" ]& ~have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such4 q! K8 h& u+ J
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
5 [' o; }! {7 I f: }I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
9 Z1 e1 m0 q1 V/ K4 W"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole# P6 `! E2 |+ X" G# @3 P, B/ r' O
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or3 ~* z* p% S1 `2 R9 x$ s
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
; i( B7 L/ ]' e: j. g# W# ?2 bmuch as I love you now."
: s( k' w8 {& q7 z% i, l"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
$ N, g! P$ e2 w! ~6 B( S9 {All colors are equally handsome."
8 p4 J) }7 u/ F8 V+ QAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these3 S/ T* X# d J5 M P' ^% W4 N
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa* Q4 C5 E& N$ b+ h
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
- T) q. u" p2 j5 X0 Iaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called& u9 L+ V" h! B0 |
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!". L6 z6 w: T) @5 V* q8 x6 C
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with% x: x9 w9 ]) P8 f! F, J
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
/ S9 g% _* P) o) O' x8 D* oSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
% I' Q, N% i6 k8 @2 K6 `, v) A$ }when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into3 H; o& O( r5 u; J4 r
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
! h2 `4 a# x5 z) O& g' Z6 |with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
" @, F) `: G1 L! e7 _trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
0 e6 o4 P v% Y+ u+ m1 ^, dhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
3 j: `2 b+ j- W; c3 _! Q* }forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
: t( b* O8 d7 N o/ m$ Ycovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It$ ?5 K; `( R; R& Y! K8 V
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
5 Y/ L+ q2 {5 m6 ^. r- Ythirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
' p6 G2 e; g; j8 n- @) |2 Wsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
9 o" H* x7 y- e$ ]Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so* j* F0 T4 ?4 z& d
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
* O' c, W3 w: G6 p# Ngave no sign of his presence.
- e% Z* ]2 r$ x4 ~) g- X" HTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too.") K/ r7 w9 Q" S6 j- J) I _
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.. o. \) N7 _. t/ o
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.1 k$ x/ O; s( ?3 B0 ^8 V5 Y( @9 p
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the2 \; z, s0 l9 H% M% ]! g
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
( C8 d1 A' ~) Lfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise./ ]& F. e% m5 ]4 t5 ]
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought- |6 f) t* g2 \
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she( \- T7 F4 k. l9 _* H v
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
. d3 X' o& b K+ g& w% da part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
J9 }" w" h- S! {' apart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the5 p, ?# J! X) [- g) J
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
% \# w- @6 t0 y, denergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to) o; ]3 i/ }9 P2 K O
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
) t. v; n$ @+ oof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
4 u' T# G8 U& }: O, x7 s0 Eas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
% q; D9 r" A+ R3 w+ qthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death( [, i/ Y0 }: |5 q: l' x
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
8 F9 ^' b" e$ g1 }5 }' |soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have4 d; s& h2 l7 P- L! ?( C
joined with eternity. |
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