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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
' m0 K/ J' _ g+ `" E/ V. xby Issac Bashevis Singer7 O4 R2 P4 Q6 T8 B
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing6 ^0 g. } d; h2 B: K% k
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
6 e1 l# U* U3 |( y/ Xand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.( w5 q3 s2 g3 B& C* i
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the3 o4 C: ~7 `& `: `! \' K; N
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that; Z9 m! }% l! p3 Z2 w3 m8 C* ]3 [
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,% M" O1 w3 o: V3 z: z+ o5 ]
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
: E8 [6 s' @% v1 t P/ U, Gleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
9 b6 e# R& p4 z) L! M9 j5 o8 inight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
" d" f" ]' J+ X# \7 _* u* P& {+ X) \- rtheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun9 A- D# n+ g6 A+ g3 p. y
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies. A5 E% e: M; h9 I5 ]8 o
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space+ z# _) p x& s L3 {
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
7 W* r# [; T; J( H1 Lother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
% l! J! k/ a/ F1 i0 ?migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare# m' [/ L8 k6 C
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
r+ |0 l- Q5 ~2 ?# c3 Icourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.# s8 V+ H0 I$ M: I6 C1 F
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
0 v0 X5 o& J A ?: p [time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but- Z# W+ _& n4 P; S
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase+ w; J' ^8 n; G4 U0 n
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with& i( V8 Z* j% _5 h, `- }
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
9 q& h5 |/ e! Ireturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind2 [* \( F/ N* L5 B. t
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.7 H# ?, R, I( H" V) d
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still( [, D7 T% N. G; h/ Q6 e I% q& F7 [7 y
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both. ? Y* n V9 N* U6 X( s4 D$ D
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
" u( C& t. f4 f- Y/ w' M2 O. }+ mreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had1 Y1 W# z2 o: f2 n
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
4 S% _% K% I; P' [the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another8 i8 w( x& D$ h* L/ W$ Z0 q
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they0 [ B7 J5 @ f% u* B3 f
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
/ ]) `4 H* _1 ?% sbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
% Z, z7 |; q( n& z9 Hwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens6 _; O( j8 g1 T$ u
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be% p# }* q* l9 X& x: q/ d; v
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
- M/ F+ u$ X2 k( lstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore% S' M8 Q- W. E' i I3 S$ r
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang: H1 _. p, m2 [1 U
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
, F/ y. j2 @) x% E. TAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
8 Y* K3 k- V- Ihas come, Ole, but you hang on!"; Y7 K; [/ N# ^7 q
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll; z0 W- u) i1 y
fall with you."
9 P2 ]: d! F) x2 K( B/ Q, n6 v5 M+ n"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
* j/ n" ?! s; _) b"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
; E) T1 w3 n4 l0 ?: A& a5 T$ D1 e1 `admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
p8 q+ ~ T* j+ [tree? No, never!"
2 ^. @. ^7 i) f1 a8 k0 c"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know9 B: _! t a- U7 v0 N/ g" z" `5 p
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
2 U1 w4 W- Q" u* Fhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
9 S! v% W9 x5 [0 c; v$ k# l1 v3 N8 Cpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.1 y( T0 W% @& G
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."- C! {# q8 s5 v, _
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
) J: _1 c* K* }1 gsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or2 M) H( N) t3 S, g4 G
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as- w1 _7 ^8 z4 R
much as I love you now."
" w! t+ ?2 v2 ?1 c7 C5 S"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?# W) L5 M5 g9 _, z1 g1 m9 d2 F
All colors are equally handsome."
7 `6 c* @; B/ n! l6 i. oAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these9 W: ^) x4 Q6 v8 A9 j
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
1 b1 b# I1 j' [$ D& U7 ?, vbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn1 l) P5 p1 z6 L& C! M" i
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called x/ s- c" Z2 I2 x
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"1 q* q1 G5 x9 W5 n" C9 C1 X
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with% X) ^4 ]' |1 K& X2 }
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree./ f. N6 ^+ ^+ i0 @2 v3 W0 x
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But% `+ a7 e4 U; B' Z
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
$ c* o o3 D: ~5 F2 L% {& Adespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay" @) \9 T. C0 ?2 n% K
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the" P! } J8 O5 e1 H
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or& |# |$ B1 x! E$ ~5 i
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved0 P1 m( F [# F. ?: b
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It5 C6 _+ T# U# J) v/ C
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It9 U l: t- H4 s" u
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
7 N5 l; B" b6 h, i" Tthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it. C* D( P k( {' ?- M9 x7 l
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
/ H$ l8 ^: I& {! h2 y. wTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
) B% E$ E% V; t1 n9 Z2 _frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
& ~8 Q, p7 n: ^6 W; c- P/ d! ?gave no sign of his presence.
1 W1 }5 X" x: s4 W) jTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."( t6 X5 l" k5 @. Y+ b
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.2 r& U% {. P2 [. n% h: l- n" U5 E: |
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor./ q* A( H! U$ ]+ W
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
7 Q5 o% i; ]$ J, b0 q# qtree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
* D- i. r, x# r7 o7 M V* x8 F6 }& afrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
$ I1 t! l2 n: h% v4 aAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought7 {$ k- v7 S- G# D3 h$ z
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she# Z1 {# t# @3 H( \" d1 f4 Z
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
" a C, }$ x3 a" z1 ea part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
4 q+ j9 y X9 _! ^8 v( Gpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the' i1 T8 L& T" n+ j; u) j$ F7 I
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
4 b" {/ J; ], M0 [5 j' b" ~energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
: Q. A2 H, W6 |' e) r% v7 eher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware9 y0 [: H \/ u) _$ g
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
( e3 m& |7 z1 O, kas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
0 g( x8 f5 S9 k# q) ~the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death* E! `; ?: ~ Y% `9 v- f
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
! ^4 A% B( f! f- xsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have- m B! M- l r: c k1 N2 m
joined with eternity. |
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