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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
; w3 a* c0 y/ Pby Issac Bashevis Singer
. z2 n4 I9 K m$ l; e* t- g9 FThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
+ ]- a! A& B; i8 v, Etrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
7 {4 p' p# r7 b. ~# oand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
. R# \# P( Q* `, X5 k9 G) u7 n; ?The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
- D- O# a# p* o, g, Fmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
2 M% m/ n+ \; Y. m' O D/ Q! t1 fthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
+ D3 Y5 a, N1 _7 R( g, N* dsome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The- i9 e6 F8 }! W7 b
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
9 m, x7 r ?0 y1 f. V: rnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
$ W6 d) U K3 j& _their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
* G# L/ N9 T8 D2 c# eshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
; F8 `5 j* V$ q# Q! S6 u, h8 r" \which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
1 h8 \, N* T+ ?' rbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
# e2 x1 v7 A; ]# k7 Eother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
4 u* N) X+ Q8 c3 K/ V' \5 A* T nmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
6 F7 x/ c: ^' }tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
8 c2 a. U% O' N% Y5 u! ocourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.* }0 L" p" P% r' s
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this$ _. c0 y& E( J: F( {
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
% J' e0 w7 B* h' S, \4 lno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
4 ^) J V. b* c7 \2 g6 fof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
" g2 N0 Q! T/ Q; T/ Igrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would: N! d& ?; i/ L: @
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
: @) g/ _5 }- B ]or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
! \4 K T* }6 u# R; @* SOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
. p7 [% ^) P7 Fremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both/ d3 l v" C1 P3 F+ d" e3 M# z
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
" {+ w. E! G& ?+ |# m* B$ Q* Areceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had0 i3 N* e" E# V7 ?& I; f
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
* [4 g7 u0 ?5 O+ o8 T4 rthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
4 e2 G0 R9 T6 t7 h7 ?# [; Z) Wremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they m3 D( @% W5 O/ c! N
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
9 ]9 C. F) [/ Dbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another. h1 n5 L/ d6 r4 X, n% z
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens0 g7 }6 b) z! f! V! X/ L" y* ~& F
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be$ \+ t& p k; O4 x. z( k% b
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst2 K3 D4 H8 ~" v* q5 m
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
# h: }" l. {9 i; F Eoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
% @# @# W4 _6 Y$ lon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
2 @) c- W& J. O% O: e; ^/ r- K; h3 u5 FAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time2 P5 s, ]7 n6 ^
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
3 o' E4 u9 ]* Q6 N8 K6 g3 M# ]8 A5 ?1 m"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll" Y# D( E! [+ n. H1 V
fall with you."3 Z: }7 ^, o7 k) [
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
: k1 V4 h* E5 c2 Z"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and- [$ I+ i7 D, t1 G% f# _9 z
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
7 h" R' ]( W1 U) [+ mtree? No, never!"
! k _& J9 f8 i"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know4 C% `1 i6 k) L+ \: E
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
& @: _" [* H, z6 F& h% Ahave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such; O, p2 J, t& p V
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
0 G: Z, n! } Z0 |8 Z0 E1 \8 J/ i+ I+ \5 WI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
2 Q! I; R2 v8 Y& W: _5 n+ _2 p$ j"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
( x) u+ C; b J8 C6 l6 v7 osaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or& D/ Z1 Z* y. g! Q3 n2 l3 Q2 k
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as; |# G/ o/ x; h' ?* _: H
much as I love you now."
1 V9 J8 [5 `" _/ K"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?9 m; P2 ~ p) q) e
All colors are equally handsome."
# J' j- g) ^# hAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these/ }' |, A/ F: c, F# ~
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa: M" Z9 q9 @) T% d, @# a, |" a
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
( e1 Q- K" ]' d' Z. Z9 i- t8 ^away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called* g. c8 ]/ E6 k
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
) m; I: M$ }/ b* W$ S3 `But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
7 }8 j# Y7 u* T# K# }3 [the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
" E. M; g6 K* M$ `, B; |% bSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
h7 g# [8 R1 {- [when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
1 e7 d' T- o7 |9 W$ Mdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
; r( O) Q x5 F+ P" _3 A. k: E3 ywith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
6 ^# D; S/ I# K [; g+ W, R2 Itrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or9 i. M; ^( ^# T& Q! W' `0 B+ H
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved; I/ X% A& ^; e; c$ `! a
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
2 ~* S1 Q* ~; e- D! @covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
- \1 {9 b. Q& Anourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
+ o" |; b! P+ }% T2 lthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
2 K6 k4 _5 o1 `+ i. Hsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...6 J" o4 S0 C G, x
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
0 q/ K; z) x, q. `frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and( W3 \: h; V# Q: s1 ? G# k3 w
gave no sign of his presence.
+ g+ |% ]# Y+ w. [2 YTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."- N! Y- |) J' A( P s' \0 h) k
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.2 E0 q% S J: B; d% q! f0 g: u
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
6 c# t: U/ ]- A/ rTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
2 T. u' w8 @4 ^7 K" Ltree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
8 ^* P! j/ S3 A# [5 s9 c/ Tfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
2 m! J3 Q8 t& l- N: W0 \9 ~( }All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
' W A, A, {" v- G( [: t( owith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
1 K9 r- |1 o2 G6 e! bwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was, [& L) W n% r6 r5 f' K7 Q
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but% ]# ~: y% |( e* s/ ^2 `" g" r
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
2 K' J$ A& q4 N0 @' j1 Y5 R4 C# dmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
6 J& A( P, o7 J( H4 Aenergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
P3 g& W$ b( }her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware( O' k1 E- W0 z H" u' {
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
$ _4 X3 n; J7 V* Fas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
8 G: i0 c# i7 T% Jthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
% d6 h' F e/ X2 e. i% Hbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the) d) z: v' Z8 {3 v
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have& g% v1 v4 }8 u+ A, G, Y" v1 U
joined with eternity. |
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