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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )* Y, b4 e) b, ?- V* g# k
by Issac Bashevis Singer
7 j5 }6 x7 k; T5 F( g" w" u6 RThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
! `5 V# e* }; z- ^trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
- y+ s$ |% O5 @0 R, V( I6 ? }and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.8 d/ G1 h' Z% E7 _6 U& H
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the7 q6 D2 [: w1 S- g
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
2 d0 L w, P) ~7 [the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
; c, b. [2 L" g, ~: vsome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
4 m( [2 @1 s6 r& aleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
) R: J. F4 P9 Jnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although! U/ T3 Y7 U& h2 n
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun3 X5 ]! H& Y0 z, o
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies/ ?$ c M6 [0 m* z' h
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
8 }2 y8 w e* X2 N7 ^8 R3 J9 d) J' Xbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many: k7 v/ d6 @" b7 Z. k
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
( n( z! K' V0 ^) N$ pmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
6 Z7 ^ X( k# g( p9 a1 [! Etree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
; C% g8 B( `( ycourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations." h6 W% R; g- w- _
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this2 n1 d5 I* |3 p E+ Z' v3 O; I/ n
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
: n$ S' m# l8 }! O: @* ano one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase5 v; t* } I6 S9 C
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
1 y0 s: t! W& o( Hgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would, i8 Q6 E4 `9 t2 T" O8 ?& v
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
' i5 j$ A2 G* j3 }or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.$ [$ C5 g5 x, ^5 T! v: @
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still1 h6 J& T, E2 N5 B
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
. d% u9 N5 j! Y4 } R7 M- R' m- y$ _hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
2 B6 r- g! X5 r5 _$ Rreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
9 B3 @5 P, ^! ]8 A: Ssurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to" Q) d7 Z. x$ _+ {
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another* ?7 R1 l9 e0 S+ A5 l
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they& R, I7 i; q! I) N) A7 o) h$ J' h& G
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
+ k! y/ b& K6 E ^2 L ybut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
7 f% q' v" Y; O) kwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens6 I4 U9 j) Y8 {. S5 { }) m6 I4 g8 ]
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be7 ^, C3 f; c$ I) v) C& I1 S1 ^
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst* k1 j6 X4 A* h. a6 Y( M
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
`& e/ J7 L# v/ t) f ooff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
* b" f. ]+ O6 ], y3 @' ?- {; Won, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
( c9 {5 ^" h: @; T5 K. kAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time6 B% N. r [) Z! R9 X h
has come, Ole, but you hang on!", ?" \3 q0 E3 y' B
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
$ r. S0 {3 C# D$ A7 O' Tfall with you."+ H: V- E( v1 @* o3 @
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."" k A9 {; j! b3 ]$ l8 d' D" H
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and1 @' K! d$ m8 L6 ?; I0 w; W
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
$ u9 b9 N U% p- \2 stree? No, never!"
4 \0 ?* {. h' C, n"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know0 M* X$ q, c6 Q5 r9 a W
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
- H; R! I' {6 E, _/ a+ l; chave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
2 J$ q4 b5 w# G0 c4 W6 X4 j$ Fpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
1 V$ l4 g) i3 `3 m1 c1 A0 V0 Z% GI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
- e* W/ {- A# [# L( b$ m"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
/ p6 c, ~% d& X( h; m$ Qsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or3 W3 f, p3 g) J" r: @7 ^! C$ {
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
* V5 Y! y" `( Hmuch as I love you now.") u: C6 ]+ ~- t+ h1 Q
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
' V- H; ?( I# P7 gAll colors are equally handsome."; n/ H$ |& k3 h# V- p
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these+ h! n! c! i2 t* t8 h9 t! m
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa$ f6 h; {" ], e% d* L7 f
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn" Y ~! G7 A, P
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
& H' p) U* {0 o7 hto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"# V( E0 Q ?* P7 ?* ]& `
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with& C5 M' ^9 M, M) I
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
* {* w( W* Q1 U. Z0 k8 e2 ]So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
& c$ O3 U& _& n7 [: |when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into4 J" Q; w& X0 ^* d5 m8 u
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay& k% h/ k# h! ]6 R( T+ a& a
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the. R; L5 {' H! g% a; J" X; b. J# b
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
0 B4 s2 u! e# z) O2 Ehail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
3 P2 b& X/ i: R# X7 qforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
5 t! O4 \9 m( T2 S# rcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It" E: E! `8 h; { \$ F0 H$ ?
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
0 k2 D, e% M' Y4 t" c7 kthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
! H1 E/ S+ `$ M9 ~9 f+ Q5 ` }summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
" L/ J2 }1 t& [& x( U& c" ` nTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
5 _( X/ V+ H; a8 L$ @frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
$ S0 j% W+ p+ j% kgave no sign of his presence.
2 d8 n- h7 b7 c* HTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too.") E* G8 G' d) Y3 K! K! y
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
+ K& o% r$ v j( _After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
/ j4 R* m/ L7 Q% R/ ZTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
4 [! |/ g! B, W! ]tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different" m5 e, a2 w0 L3 L! y
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise. P- e4 K% R2 W5 P" {3 w8 ? c8 R
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
9 \, b" k1 @4 _4 V1 L1 Ywith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she- Z4 |, D: d) C L
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
8 ~4 ]9 b% j/ z# u9 C3 Va part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but2 m6 p! @' `& X- k9 x" L, e" e
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
% _/ m6 B/ I9 S1 X; u; Qmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous; i5 J8 `- u8 f% M& p' l
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
6 U- E" {2 _) `/ y" @3 M& Eher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
0 l' ]7 L \5 L5 d0 i1 mof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love% X9 V1 E5 P) Y0 C( }$ c% j
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
/ B0 O( M+ K" j6 u% cthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
' j v7 C' Y, I" Obut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
! i) ?- k5 w: M$ k) |6 r( |soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have" R! |, h6 c; ]' E5 V
joined with eternity. |
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