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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )% ^4 \2 j6 C. v9 T- U* q3 O, S5 J
by Issac Bashevis Singer# k Q8 I5 Y* r; l) x
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing- n' Y( m. `! B& D( O Y9 I# x8 i
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
+ q5 B- S/ p/ D4 \1 E" ] Vand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
2 E# g+ i: ?4 z, oThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the' S4 U2 o7 |7 B; V' x& C9 H0 J
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that B0 K+ ]: u, O; A
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,/ S4 ~3 f# o& v
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
, @0 ?+ M9 m+ w4 o8 J7 a- I4 Uleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at d( i8 \. q+ E( i w- c* l
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
# R- E) j0 x0 C2 htheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
% x5 w1 T5 I* n) Lshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
7 _. O2 S' Y" }9 X1 r* o# a" Ewhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
8 k; u6 Y1 X4 b9 g8 b0 Y: e. w' X) v( Mbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many. g& M7 u* `, D' e4 q& C6 M% T
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
, d; I/ |) }, E0 G8 u. p, omigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
- U0 I8 s' d$ k- {& Z4 m/ Q" o: Atree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much5 p& _ D, q" \
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
3 u4 {+ e) f+ f6 b5 _- ]+ oThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
7 D! F/ X7 V7 j0 ?6 z7 rtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
) N+ m- Z# n: u( T B" l3 [no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
) U3 A; j1 S4 R/ A; s& {of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
: G$ t' e7 [, |8 Ograsses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would- C" i U" U4 R6 U0 z( {
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
$ C" \+ G4 k: Q; w1 X! z6 L, lor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.) C. z. L& r2 R) v6 g
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still" L+ R$ j; f1 A8 |
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both8 h' I% H" |( E% v5 K/ j) Y
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
2 n6 p$ e9 C4 N. [! n! Preceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
% h9 {& P. J8 w. M$ q- {survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to8 O# K0 s) T; \9 ]! Z! v
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another0 c7 U$ d+ e8 [8 Y
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they5 }$ W7 P+ Y9 j
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older, \, R$ _5 f0 t. T; Z4 \- ]
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
4 x- i$ p; F2 t' S: k; ^when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens# P/ v3 p2 I6 e0 Q' }; A7 A
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
+ s! w# W$ h8 g5 Hdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
( {* O: e+ L1 estorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore, [# W( ?! q2 Q. N
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang, d' `9 u x+ Y2 Y- y
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"8 O# t/ o5 b1 }4 k* ~6 @7 s$ i
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time% ^6 s- i. _# f) ^% D3 i/ ]
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
* w' J$ F" ~2 O: o1 n"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
8 H6 d8 q5 M1 o; R0 p' Rfall with you."% K, O7 ~5 c5 k$ J" f$ `1 K
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
3 B# z. V Q8 ~8 h2 L: w4 y1 X8 Z"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
. B3 f4 `& x7 A% e' uadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a- ^2 W9 l3 X5 L! H3 \7 P5 _4 c5 t2 d
tree? No, never!"
+ K2 m* _* D/ P/ X9 e2 s"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
- t* `2 B( s$ Z1 k+ gvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
8 P8 D7 D0 I: A$ D$ @: Ehave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
3 |4 N8 b) H5 Gpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.1 U( k! Q; k. T u8 H ^# w
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."$ ]) @7 E9 [- s
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
* H. }2 z! w- }, `said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or0 @7 E$ _- `6 _& v8 Q, Y% I
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as4 J$ n) r2 _. N
much as I love you now."3 V; T% ~' T0 I; p) Q5 P, V
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
5 Y- P2 y9 p: k% r3 n6 P4 Q/ vAll colors are equally handsome."
N$ I1 p( h. U- o& w( d' IAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these6 `, Y: j5 V3 s$ Q
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
0 Q/ M9 @4 i1 c( ]" Dbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
- u2 n1 p5 r u3 u* `! raway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called$ G; V2 S; _8 F( O. D" @
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"" p( c" q& _2 [- X9 L7 `8 a0 g
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
9 \$ m5 ~8 g' I3 X4 N/ jthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.& V j; l$ |6 a2 B
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
# A5 G; K; G7 a: c. Hwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into. F! d' v3 M7 P) u H. f
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay% `6 c# ^. }" c+ x3 J8 L7 N
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the7 Y! r$ x7 f# D) C! _2 m s
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
4 x, B' _; {+ h, F3 \ N# s" P, Shail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved" {; i$ O8 s4 y
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It3 K. g0 J' _( ~& G: m9 w
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It, P! N" Q; I: Z0 b0 t; l. J
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
4 F* f3 c2 _* }# Y+ Nthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it* k0 M- p2 G, M8 Q& ^/ H: K$ ?5 b2 i
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
2 I* H4 G& L1 |5 ^: l; i: NTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so" H2 Y6 S6 ]1 D; H" E7 D) ]# K. L
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
/ v6 t9 d2 X( ?4 p* ?- \- o8 A3 agave no sign of his presence.
4 f" r" Y4 X2 vTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."6 [! V/ w. v( t, ]5 m8 [7 Z3 H' ^
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.% H- l4 {% S) T: z$ A% X1 i
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
0 B$ I6 i% f/ h& [8 p; S7 ` x3 hTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
7 C) i$ m& }* _, N& W9 }tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
- H1 A2 [& L$ _4 \- } Ufrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
0 e, f6 o, v' ~1 Y1 d/ } VAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought+ o; ]( @6 n' n( w- k% ~5 S
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she' n& ^4 R8 P5 E- r" _! y5 J$ H
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was" {5 B. D4 H n% t) ]* U1 [( O3 v
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but. @, p' r1 Y9 `4 I* ]8 G* R0 D
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the5 |5 w# ]6 m6 T! V9 @
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous9 R( A- X+ C# I: B
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to9 ?/ |; o. o7 h9 l
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware+ z9 Y/ C# u; R( R* N |: b
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love4 O! _& j! L7 ?# c. t. L
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all4 a% H& d3 D- {( Q/ _- e
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death# P0 u' @& l. X" P! y* _+ B
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
/ e; j3 w" q0 S" ssoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have% e) E# t+ N# O7 g6 _/ r
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