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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )5 n) L: }4 q& m. I7 y- \0 ?
by Issac Bashevis Singer
' K! ?5 S* M0 G" rThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
# X( z" l9 ?- a& \0 r* b$ e5 m; Ttrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
+ q, r3 W ~ ] a6 d/ Aand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm." c* G5 u/ g; a) G
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the9 r. M1 b) V9 X& @6 D, N5 c" w
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that" Y# {) V# ]; J/ r" Z
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
) i' z( d0 I3 I9 q Dsome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
+ }5 r' N3 ^9 Oleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
, y9 q+ [+ p7 `$ W& Jnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although+ `$ D+ L8 o k% E
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
& S* D4 o- J2 \) P# V! L6 R yshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
8 S8 G. W7 r8 p1 w# Jwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space4 C; p1 ~0 ^. G) y
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many2 r1 J: p$ ~5 s. a9 j* E- R
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
' ]- F+ ?8 t T- G; r9 ymigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
7 u L- S6 y8 U/ I) ptree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
! _+ C' x+ p: lcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.3 P* _1 p2 A$ z" A
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this; P8 Z' Y9 M2 Q1 {0 x: }
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
: q$ F, S+ B# g) `+ D8 x7 Gno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase. X7 k* F+ E6 d* ~: O4 O
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with" D4 D! W; s1 @- Z1 x, d, t* I. I- z
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
) U1 s- J: a7 U. f" |* B6 Ureturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind* ?+ y) ^ a+ T5 a4 d
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired." Z6 m# V- m# p) f9 p/ ]
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
/ N: z2 F) d* Vremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
: e/ A; m2 Z! Y' p ahung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they6 `7 W# ~7 J9 ?+ |" [
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
$ \: a6 z2 ~7 s! m4 r8 {survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to u/ _$ O& }4 Y. ]
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
$ s+ {1 P! }* A) r9 rremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they; a2 e& C: m9 v- {! ^8 k6 P
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
1 t( _. R9 B; K4 [* F6 `but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another/ S% D- \: I4 r' g- b8 M
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
& `1 G' s+ [: v9 A9 }* G4 U3 [in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be& G4 _; ]' {5 c! r
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
" M. j, ?. L- W+ ?. C0 V" q' mstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
! H7 O7 X, e4 u. U, E. \off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang' g6 O: E8 z) H; q" i+ v" h
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
" ] X& ]" D; z$ g! pAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time+ o1 D" T( k+ d6 H1 Q) m
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
/ J# q5 _! W1 C6 Z* a; z"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
2 X+ a4 F2 f/ afall with you."
: `+ j- g7 R/ s, y"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
% E5 `$ W6 z8 l3 p"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
9 O2 o& T/ i, |' c6 Y1 e* xadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
: r& X/ ]0 a* w' u" Dtree? No, never!"
* u, e8 a0 \8 Y6 G"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
, e! X/ O% A& u8 J2 M P( v# Dvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices8 @: `. O) ~2 d9 K f
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
v: H- s3 y/ Ypity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
8 m: {7 ]( U: C4 O+ ]I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."& a8 A: t7 G3 p
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
7 m; }1 g: h+ o$ C0 ksaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
! p( d! X" H9 l* \& V7 _storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as# e6 I. a0 Z/ j! V
much as I love you now."
; @ g I( t* }. ^- |"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
, e, P) \0 m& AAll colors are equally handsome."! {" \( v2 L9 A2 v
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
) }0 D, G( r7 m& m3 f( N- _months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
$ S/ \ p5 |7 B' u/ lbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
5 m: A \0 y) N3 H8 Q& Uaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
+ }# I: |+ x( M/ X5 Uto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
2 k6 ^* y! [# q, O) IBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
: q8 @* j/ j- N0 sthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.6 |" q# j$ w/ s P4 U N3 @% x
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
' H! G2 \2 o5 F; E+ C/ Ewhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into. r) A7 k0 ^ c; _
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay- O4 v# B: P& ]" P- {) `, V% X
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
+ J$ v |7 M% o! K) E8 l* Dtrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
. _# s( Q- r, a F: C2 h+ hhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved6 M6 z9 m" t. t$ F
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
" g, [2 O, _2 Jcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
* T. _& M# J6 ynourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
2 H q- g* e, w' b0 |& ythirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it( b& k+ @; h3 z) f& V
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
7 y, _. t5 f* j3 o" dTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so# O( d: p- Y& D! v( r# | Y
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
3 P( Y* o/ H9 r" t8 v3 l: Igave no sign of his presence." w: U7 `5 p% f# U; M! f$ w2 I
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."1 n c8 L9 i' {3 h8 A
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
% v% e+ Q( O: {. yAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.; }# P* L I/ l: @6 n" z
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the& L0 L5 J$ }. P+ A% \
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different* |, n5 a* g; i8 ^& L/ n* i
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
/ a6 o! e* u- ~- ?/ k/ sAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought( e" [$ j, y! L; i/ g! `" n
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
6 V( l/ H" F; m9 V2 r' ywasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
; u+ s/ E# p- x* ia part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
. L( h3 i5 s f9 i$ jpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
+ t O2 g* C' C4 Bmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous3 G7 f8 S: p$ u6 F. p$ e" Y
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
; H: q" n6 B. D+ |0 w+ O6 n. i5 cher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware5 H4 a# k4 K9 s. p/ o0 k
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
8 w6 _4 H- a: L3 B) Q5 |" I+ mas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
2 R2 Q3 Z8 g) W3 q6 Fthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
( Q! }: i2 O3 G7 C7 ybut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the9 ~2 G/ O m' w& x* x: |# }
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have( }% K6 L' {, C3 j4 j( T
joined with eternity. |
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