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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
% R) d( j. ` x7 @' O% ?by Issac Bashevis Singer
0 g p: }7 L7 u6 ?. O: xThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
; B) [1 j2 P% [+ ]2 G% Htrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
% R5 l3 \4 \- }9 k6 a! S! Z3 ]and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.2 U' B7 z; M: q) K; m
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the- t, { f8 _4 o8 {
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
( L6 h% k& j# m7 e5 x4 _( R s. Othe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
: W3 y r7 w- z. u+ p! A- D- c- g Rsome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
! J& t8 Z' l; C$ lleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
; L N" ] Y% O( R c& {; Bnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although$ b+ |# f! t5 w. O, E
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun! R' H; L! P- O8 @
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
. s, _3 ~) k0 Q0 Q Twhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space. N3 { Z7 Y/ Y$ n
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many V) l o i6 N% V$ M, t) I
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
0 P1 }1 x: n: k7 x0 Y# S# Wmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
( i \# I! n Otree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much4 u# h$ V8 ~7 P4 D" b5 W
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.: X! Y7 M1 p* Q/ {' W& o( J& Z/ E
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this8 O+ k2 m) G6 n! h8 m: Q0 X6 U6 L4 l
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but' \, s# M; O3 {2 g S, q. Q
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase7 R* l. T3 K# |1 d2 X* r
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with3 P9 S6 K# n& j, p9 I, M9 t w! C
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
: H% Y. I/ [4 kreturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind. [% Q$ _. P" U2 `1 E* s
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.6 ~& d4 C, z+ L+ q
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still# K/ O' I2 S- X, [
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both/ E8 O2 i- D$ h f$ O
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
# O+ L% a9 B( r1 v; h% E' wreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had. t7 ?0 |6 n- H" Q
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
; D- t. [7 q/ v) z* \the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
+ ]% l& p; O3 n) Q/ f: ?% w6 o. |, W* Vremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they6 S0 r6 l: S* N5 Z- ~. @
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
( g( ^( V; X. S5 o' Q8 x' u9 k4 L0 V0 bbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another! ~6 j. l; M8 D4 [, z
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
9 t2 [) ~: z) e7 Oin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be, Y" ~4 y8 m# o' o+ ]
done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst& |: g/ _0 A9 U- m. U
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
# g: V& v$ D" Y$ ?& q2 Loff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
* \3 |& A4 b- E# k9 ^3 ^7 Hon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
! Y8 f$ p! J) uAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
! n' e! b W9 a( D9 P' d# fhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"2 J8 }! P3 ? W
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll9 X8 }4 G# k; w: U
fall with you."
: ^# ]7 s4 z' y2 E+ q' P" K"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
5 I9 j$ x; ]1 U+ ["It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
# S7 K( {7 t$ w- J" Eadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a4 A4 ?+ h0 }& [0 `, Y4 Z
tree? No, never!"0 O- f- P& `# |/ X
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
7 k- n- B- K" p; a- i' t1 Tvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices4 M3 B! X# p* L1 Y2 n4 I
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such% h P \+ U+ z/ K ?( c* K1 M) Z
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
$ n3 J. y" l3 X+ j5 C* \I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
) E* K, D1 B( l" \& ~"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
3 g/ K" o+ S1 j) N4 Y* |0 d5 zsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
; S8 B; X8 |" q+ Cstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
: w n* q$ Q8 H7 V1 G2 rmuch as I love you now."
; X1 U% Z6 `! n- T"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?* e# b, l) ]) ]+ A+ k/ ^" [& c
All colors are equally handsome.": z8 [$ _$ e4 k; |5 P
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these& X) p- m5 w, n/ ?+ r
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa5 ?3 l) r' e8 x3 i
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn) n; Y1 @8 m: \( k. _, n5 R
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called- I) ~; e* c8 L D* @6 k# D2 S
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"1 s! y; H* o7 r- B
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
$ d) h0 f n* \& A7 Y7 k% j7 i: i/ pthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.. i0 b% N8 _% S, ]4 K
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
; L" w' V% s0 M0 x4 g8 V- }7 Twhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into, D- f3 {5 e. h" K9 \
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
( w8 R+ H! F' C( xwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
7 T( q2 x4 a2 ?trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or4 A( `# g/ m; c* J5 V9 [6 g6 O
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
( ], u- H7 C, O9 Bforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
, O3 H. p+ n) acovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It9 s# J" x, z0 E2 S" s$ g R
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of8 X) I9 } D! \6 x' x. O
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it# h& E, q6 I* `1 r! x
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
) u+ S, |, A, g! X$ F) o" l; @Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
1 B5 }+ v X+ i0 y5 gfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and6 j7 v, e/ i7 F* u8 L1 r) w
gave no sign of his presence.1 q. W3 M- X3 c3 `$ R( w# D
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."( w8 {5 b9 P( E1 ^( P y
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.- u% B8 k$ V! A4 A6 f4 R: y
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.' ?% I, f" `' L& H+ \5 h- `
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the+ j: i) H$ T! G% |( ^; P
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
' Y: J n) b; B2 u8 R/ wfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.7 U2 r2 F9 Y4 V. J4 A
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought* d1 R1 E4 m3 @# |
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she$ I0 y' H3 j8 F4 G
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
( U7 }$ L: u! ?$ E2 j; P' ba part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
4 T) g$ e( R4 v0 X/ ?part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
! a, m* n# ^7 g0 {/ `2 Bmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous6 b! r) a; {8 L: e! C( g
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
$ b! ?6 r0 H7 v% lher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
/ q" H v+ V8 @& u+ G# ?, wof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
1 E1 ^5 T: Y+ b% Las mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
8 T0 v# w6 ]" athe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
6 ~; E' w3 k1 K4 L+ x5 |but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
- a, L! z4 Y- l) I, q1 j8 q) a _soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have5 z; H7 b/ R# ~
joined with eternity. |
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