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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )0 I+ o# u9 S d
by Issac Bashevis Singer6 n+ e; T- k" `: Y7 H1 Q
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing! r& c0 y8 e6 |0 h# _' r
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
% [$ L4 N# ` z* v" Hand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
! _$ s' P+ h# M3 g1 e9 }0 ZThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
) d$ |: J( \1 d9 R* h3 Hmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that7 i5 C. I$ I/ C* i) Y
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,3 g. n& T. q( ~, ]% x
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
# ?. e8 w3 t. f+ ]. ?) Rleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
j9 h F" G7 K# v& H+ f8 Nnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although/ K7 b- }; O% _, l
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
: H2 _, j/ h7 [; p: ?5 @7 qshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies- L% `, p: ^9 m4 p' a- \; o
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space: D/ r; k9 b7 a& N( H& t0 M
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
/ e8 M2 d Z2 D1 t Y1 J$ xother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't7 H) P; n, n# ]
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
+ p' d7 h) L. {- a6 wtree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much" C& s. {$ h0 f6 C, B0 u
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
. e% v$ }2 B2 H3 o8 n3 U6 i; V: t4 `They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
# S6 ~7 d# e8 }' v+ C. [time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but9 N) m! n4 B, p6 k$ J
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
S3 h* C4 Z/ X `# D ]of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
7 ?8 c; C4 Y' F; ?: f2 cgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
& f! }3 y" x7 o3 c& ereturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
3 P O( b6 j, Sor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.& o% M, o2 w$ A) @( Y- B) L
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
$ Z! t y5 C) V/ u8 kremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both2 K' p U+ ?2 N/ f* {2 s
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they( w/ L5 P k0 I5 |5 |
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
1 E A( L6 u& q) z/ Gsurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to' E8 b* a d5 t6 n
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
- i6 x; n* m3 \remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they/ s4 D: c3 b2 ]: @; T5 X: i* h
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,) C+ c+ V6 f+ Q/ _) d
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
# R: p# F; ^2 }0 Y2 Lwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens9 r. T- }1 O% {; A3 [0 E
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
/ t. m7 z, g8 e* Z9 b1 N0 j- edone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
' @& z; | ]1 {storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
% }2 l j3 b8 R% a6 n* \: Voff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang0 A) ~; G' F \
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
* I- K/ W( W2 I: J/ E5 y& u* V) kAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
$ ]. H& r/ x: ]: ~9 }- Q- Ahas come, Ole, but you hang on!"+ V; i6 F) _8 q6 T: j& `
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll( T! K8 C/ V4 @0 e8 b* {: H% o
fall with you."
4 N# _2 o# I& c. ]! \* b; d"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."9 A) R+ f# j; N& X; f8 Y
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and& p: k( c7 j* m, C2 n! V/ C; a
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
5 [5 E) a6 |. ctree? No, never!"
6 \ y/ {5 Z8 L"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
) O9 e; _8 e# Z) a8 d* f* pvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices' V$ W' X O5 ~9 w+ B
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
6 i, m) O8 p+ l0 R; @* N- o+ ?' s' Gpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
4 S4 w0 |; t4 T9 s" T7 Q" t5 g' ^: II've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
1 F4 A: I1 g% ~6 V* {"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole' X. B0 m G' g$ X0 V
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or4 F" K1 B/ H9 x8 t
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as% S5 Z, v. H! G' K/ J; ^% D
much as I love you now."
3 V6 m" l. i4 j0 o"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?, F4 ?3 H# U" p) k1 `
All colors are equally handsome."
% I J& o5 t+ N' {5 Z. V/ z1 P8 V1 w- `And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
# s3 S1 T: R! K+ Vmonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa4 l5 q; K# G6 M! G& J+ y9 w
began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
0 M4 Z( B! F2 j) Paway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
" A# e3 c, Z8 K* v5 H8 g Gto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"+ K6 L( O/ J/ b a7 b7 ]
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
9 {# ^* I2 c Xthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.: Q9 r$ y, V3 o# p. ^6 Z
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
2 A# C2 u1 L* r) Vwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
& v6 X# \' k0 H2 M; {$ [* P* c* rdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay1 F4 w6 G+ O) p
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
' |* C0 x' N0 y* {8 r8 Etrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or# h) f, E' {( {2 \! ]" E5 m P
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
4 E" B' \. G# k! z$ Iforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
4 U) b. l/ b9 m! j% y7 `4 a% m4 Z( ucovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
4 X) E2 M4 N1 a& a1 `2 ?nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of3 v" X6 I# F6 t4 c9 p
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
9 V; u" X; Z* b1 I# T( [/ esummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
* a- w* C1 _; P) c3 \Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so/ P; z* t- {/ o1 j: e9 P
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
4 X7 Z3 ~ @3 ?" Mgave no sign of his presence.6 f" h7 n- l) }8 V! R# Y
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."/ u, d5 U, b$ Y2 M
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
( N2 `! B# m$ p* o uAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.9 N u$ }. e! i8 Y, C: u, ~( U
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the# }" n) _6 g/ Z2 l3 E2 [
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
7 Q3 Z+ I0 C/ \/ E' dfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise." K4 A! m% x" E& `6 \
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought+ K8 g% Y1 T e1 c! `
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
2 q; C- a) E. t, q" |1 T# ewasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was- ]9 J$ b5 I3 y, e+ O+ v8 }9 a7 O7 Y! w
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
5 s$ s; h0 E" u# m t$ v1 l7 v; bpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the% A7 W& s& [9 }0 d! }4 q( ~. b1 S
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous2 ^& G% {# z* t( T1 M- z
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to" s% o* E. p) z2 m" {5 Y% e
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware3 k) v0 f: j6 H3 e5 N6 \1 ?
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
& C L5 U& s8 r8 _7 y5 b% ?, ]- {as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all; T# f9 s) X# p/ L ~
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
+ r/ W9 T. g$ H: S* ^but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the0 ?0 P. z. C# }# I9 `1 u) R8 q; M4 j
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have6 [) T2 j2 { n. t5 ^1 L% @9 \
joined with eternity. |
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