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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )- t# \ p) `7 m
by Issac Bashevis Singer+ N8 P# L* a! |' c
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing# W' Q% S4 g7 `6 M1 ]
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
5 a0 |9 [) Q) U' J6 land it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
" v; J( l: S# O+ o" `: L5 AThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
+ }- Q F5 I9 h4 U+ x% Umornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
! y. d: ]: K W$ E" Cthe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
, E& T% C: V* D H7 ^$ wsome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The# _8 {! H5 ]9 c( P* @
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
6 I- y. I4 K& g/ U) ynight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although! U9 W% N" I' I3 Z; p
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
. K& i2 s g: c1 [shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
% f- C: u& ~3 d, o1 @* g( ], ^) bwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
1 A E3 O. l" x4 l! Mbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many5 v. w5 Y" \& Z$ |
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't# w6 A% k) j' b+ F5 A' Z! U
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare1 o" L' s7 N$ Z$ M
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much, {! v: s5 @: A+ W |. M) D I
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.) r- U) \0 G# ?+ O4 m# a1 x1 w* u
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this8 \. ^; ~" N6 \8 } ]& R
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but/ Q3 ]) }& V4 M; O0 S: n" A
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
: X0 u& {! s' f3 ?: Y% ]of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
- A! [8 p3 C y, @grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would! y7 u% x4 C1 |* S- i. e8 Q
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind, c; h6 k7 k! C1 H
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
5 S; p0 D. c3 r: X/ s/ N5 L" X' ]On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
0 \% t% x$ W }; G/ X% c# M& }remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both* x# ~) e4 q6 N) F* Q* Z0 [
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
) n; _5 {# a0 W7 ]received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
/ b% W4 r) }# H! m9 ^2 M- ^$ ysurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to" B7 a' y# {8 u
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another; C- ^4 G( R$ ~. |* L2 i, t7 t D6 n1 f
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
) d7 {5 `/ t: }8 Wbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
7 X1 W% w8 N* ]; l, `% d' Ybut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another5 q1 E5 ]# @9 X5 ]1 |9 f/ \3 S2 k* x& C
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
& r- | r; i0 g# h$ y3 _" ~in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
* I# W+ Q8 J- e$ b& c$ q. Rdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst0 Q9 _- ?- d: E- U- y8 X9 E
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
, i- E6 |. e" t' u/ ^: ^. Aoff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang5 G; l# \+ z" Z" S
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"; d; G1 Y3 d5 B5 b6 y' S$ c
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
9 M/ e2 C7 C5 f) q! m+ jhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"4 b, W* J0 c% p( N5 X7 a
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
4 I8 f H! K1 p3 `9 h# Z1 rfall with you."
. h- U+ x) i0 i7 w% e"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
$ H! V( k( Q3 y/ I }! {/ c"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and, q$ ~) L) D& U% }+ U
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
5 i, P* l" c# Etree? No, never!"
" \: ~9 D* o* |"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
$ ?8 j! Z, u3 ~: a1 F0 nvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices7 J7 j% l6 _2 T
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
1 x+ D4 K6 {* ], W2 ~6 I" Mpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.) {/ y) y; @% F& g3 A( s+ R
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."" W3 F6 h* M) c, n1 D5 i
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole; \% Q4 ~# A( K
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
! X) ` j! {0 ^5 e+ f9 Estorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as: l5 j0 |: _- f
much as I love you now."( {) G2 O" D. J7 t7 Y2 n. A+ _
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?, K7 T4 \+ ~1 [) a
All colors are equally handsome."
* W- K1 x4 y7 ] _( H0 ?+ f) O/ ~And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these5 |6 o( M1 F! g' |1 `
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
9 |3 z4 Y3 E3 ]7 n( m i3 _began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
! Q5 D& ^; e) m! Q% Eaway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called# }8 |3 z9 O* c6 H1 v) ^/ t8 b: L
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
' ^1 K+ G n# J6 o! nBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
8 A/ o, e) r i" b( `0 `the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.5 I/ M0 P3 W& D6 P5 Z! q; C1 @4 F
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
) E! e" w4 B) h4 Hwhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
0 U: z1 r8 T5 n( a! Q4 S9 C* V; E6 zdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
+ S/ v' e9 T& f5 u7 q0 t5 Bwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the! y' _" M, `; @1 T; {/ }
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
+ O7 L+ e6 D6 P* @9 J; E; G ?* r/ g/ X& @& `hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
% C& T) W4 z0 |# E9 S% Eforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
4 {; l% c3 w: ]- W+ @4 r, ?8 ^6 zcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It' ]/ E4 _) ~% D* A
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
; s/ s" ~0 x( i: m) k2 |0 cthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
9 v& u# [- `$ ]# [2 wsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...! @. x0 \$ q% J
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
! D7 X" n/ }) l* T2 j( Q3 ~) J% x. Sfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and8 a3 B) c# Y5 l- H
gave no sign of his presence.) Z6 ~( D0 d& L/ a
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
8 F( ^; v+ ~% v8 S, t. ]% S9 cBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.) e6 ?' [5 p% J1 n- r* O( f
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
+ a m# F2 D1 s& M: t. \, U# NTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the! h( `3 W, C) u5 H) e6 s$ x
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different F8 R1 @8 b3 \6 A4 X
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
% t6 F* H( I9 n1 z5 O. ~All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
. w: j% u" U/ r/ L C3 {with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she1 w9 O5 L6 z) @6 L4 m
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
$ m, {. M- j7 Da part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
! ?, @* |+ N5 h: s& Z9 tpart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the6 W! @ G+ w) {& @0 m; D1 P& _
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous6 y* Y6 d+ \# I0 D
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
$ n% p( |( R9 ther lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware) G [( z& [' s* @' m
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love2 E2 e* ~! U- a. B! {1 P
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
4 o5 a# @8 _% X. jthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
* I0 w. a% f3 Ibut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the( R$ c$ g2 Z' K6 t' ~4 ^
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
! e p! |+ E* I" \% S; Djoined with eternity. |
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