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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
- X8 r' y: v2 Z/ Q8 c/ n7 e: W- [8 zby Issac Bashevis Singer- W( q$ A( O) u: H H6 S
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
3 c) \, ?% G( B# c+ r8 C7 otrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
% @1 ?3 J( | @3 M: {( Land it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm. R; Y4 T F( ]( [
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the+ V1 p+ s0 @3 a E P
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
1 g( `3 @! d) O2 athe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
* d* n L* w l# O; c' V% F: isome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
! @ \- p* N, k. Cleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at! v! r5 s5 F% ~6 Y
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
8 \5 L3 a2 d' itheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun1 A% e4 F4 E( j8 `8 T2 G' ~3 w
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
+ }: \. `* H7 Awhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space9 k2 s* b! ~3 d& ]; g
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many/ v. @# X5 l( r( ~3 Q3 E7 t8 `6 s- q# l
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't/ x R! F; {# Z4 V: A- h
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare3 e3 ~4 W' H9 L \, t, h& H2 `
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much' {2 W1 t! D3 J6 J. n
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
/ G0 n4 X8 P3 y( dThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
$ e$ g# A, d# x3 Y$ wtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but7 J$ A7 ]8 {! x4 L& F% E9 F6 T, o1 z
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
# Z f3 p2 s( D9 q _: bof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with K7 v* F6 @0 P) M
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would. ~# U5 L, z) H
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
7 Y+ l0 a( E% u* Hor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.& g0 z+ c0 ^( S- T9 I9 ~& f
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
, O: S6 w+ D$ F3 Y- c7 S' fremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both, r# V \1 m9 N, ]
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
. v3 G) u5 U8 A# vreceived lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had, a; c+ h0 M% f" ~
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to5 k5 ^, | N2 s- U1 |; {
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another, \' R6 t! z: |2 Q
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they2 j" G+ E, N) M! q; g. B
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,3 T- N6 W) h$ X* K6 ]
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another, J1 U: q' s8 ~) w$ z% `
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens/ Z0 j- ^1 g9 F- U6 @7 a
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
( E; |8 t! A& S- l& J# Q* _done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
] t, M3 Z ?0 g3 rstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
7 B+ V4 B& R I$ H8 v. moff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
/ R2 o& v" p Mon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"$ l. R) C0 t9 J j% T, [7 Q
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time- {2 Y- V) I7 u9 W& J9 x3 ]. s
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"2 S% }3 b; t8 m" }5 V
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll# y) c8 D' h+ s" d! h. w9 F
fall with you."/ w4 @6 K9 }+ C) [2 Z g
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
z& ^6 `& V& B( _4 V"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
/ d2 C: I* V e* xadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a" j& g; `8 H1 T. i+ n$ X" H
tree? No, never!"; s4 w ]8 U% k7 k% K! i* m
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
1 J. P. E& [ q1 W4 Bvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
6 w! W* {9 G3 ~! ^" B& dhave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such; n: e8 Z2 M7 r+ f8 z6 v8 B8 @& V
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.+ }4 Z' c3 I# p. ^+ U
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."7 X) a4 a' D" n* h0 W1 J3 _" f
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole# i! Q3 M, [3 y9 a U# S6 n
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or$ M% R, ~' i) G" g
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as) P/ ^" R( o* t9 f+ R/ {; x" O/ z
much as I love you now."6 Z1 b5 |, X6 Z' |% D2 s
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
* C8 F0 G4 J' W3 R' cAll colors are equally handsome." p: c r$ x4 c- @
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these& E. s$ C# @" R: c, n( O) V/ |, i
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
* ^" s. C2 e+ Z nbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn ?" n, `" a4 m" h4 s& W
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
( y, u$ `5 s! Bto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"5 a- v3 p8 ?$ c8 a
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
" `$ R$ P, c2 O; I- Sthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.7 G; i1 o8 [3 U+ T2 n- N- N' g3 L: u) N
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But8 N# k; v* z7 ?; ^# [
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into; {2 \2 O1 K' t, A
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay) B& H, j9 E9 Y6 ?: u. R; {
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the" B8 `3 { p2 A. Z0 \. r
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or4 l- n6 x' k' l6 i" b7 }
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved6 ~9 u# H0 n# \
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
' t4 S- o& a8 T6 n! Mcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
( p) }3 Z# W" Nnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of9 N% j- h0 ~9 j! x7 V5 j& V
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
* N8 V9 C a+ o0 Asummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...$ n, m: H p7 v% `* ?
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so: }9 P0 Z* ~8 g, [4 L3 r' d/ P
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and3 t$ d# [7 ?0 n; v
gave no sign of his presence.
7 e7 {' ~5 J5 dTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
2 B- J; `, K$ M8 oBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.- F/ {4 a0 R. }
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
; J* s5 t3 U' \: t7 p0 WTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the$ } Z. N3 O7 k; B% [
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
, w1 R9 |% l6 P( E( i Pfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.. } D* H+ V3 v! V5 }0 t9 n j
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
# ~: b1 s4 j: ]( b/ ^with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she7 K* ~9 i! J P( {1 T. _
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was, e3 I4 b+ a, t& |4 K
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but4 e+ d$ C! z- C& L
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
* {/ [# p+ I# y# N8 qmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous" w7 g9 u4 ]! B, U# m
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to1 R' I7 d0 h: g' F- T7 j6 b
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
/ g* K0 ?6 {5 Wof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
. X2 v. U& x1 P( D/ `as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all# }" R; v7 u' g" s8 E
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death; E: y7 H4 R; D; Y
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
1 @. j; }0 l5 D" nsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
+ n# K' C3 f! E$ h3 r+ tjoined with eternity. |
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