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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
; `6 o5 a o# ^( x, a" ]by Issac Bashevis Singer
7 n) A) o& \3 @- V3 pThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing" V7 p( H' R( T8 N+ N
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
$ I' K3 Z( _% S. b* |8 D. Aand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.# q/ ^0 v! r9 u7 G7 H& ~: z4 D0 u/ k
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
# ?8 L% u6 x$ Gmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
4 F0 e. I3 i3 B; H* ithe whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,7 D* N" B0 `% K: c+ F
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The/ Y2 S! J6 Y3 r" Y! {3 M1 D5 T
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at* E/ H3 X4 b; A. ? M+ f: E
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although1 K7 f$ t( s9 P" b @
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun [! k9 `1 K. }% l2 u
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies7 b; U9 T: X' b# ?/ C! J; A4 N5 W# r
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
+ F, n) ?! t5 rbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
: N; s5 [3 s' `' K5 oother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't, ~0 M6 P; x/ C/ t
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare( c' ?2 F) `7 `: [2 _) \
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much4 a. Y: x9 Y7 W) ]+ [2 ^( ]
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.% T9 c7 k8 ^* O7 @& [' h: `# ^4 Z( _; f
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
! {, \& i/ v+ H' _ s" c4 v Atime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but5 M$ ^1 J3 ?' t* {4 c
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase5 N' X9 t( \- Y _$ G
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with2 J S+ o$ e+ b3 \3 ?
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
& s% M3 W9 g' v, ~; b: l, o' V# Greturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
! D" N7 j8 P3 ?2 j7 bor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
3 P. f" W: d3 [: |1 F' [On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still9 I% W' D4 n! A8 x$ p" w
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both
6 m" e$ }1 q3 x0 Q* w" Hhung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they- g5 x+ o: y* x9 {% w* p/ |/ t
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
9 d* t- N. M1 u- P( p- J% {survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
9 l9 Y# P* T. R( p# @7 n2 Jthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another$ H9 c( o4 k: R0 a" T
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
$ T- j7 K$ w3 Z- D9 o8 r6 \bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,: F/ d5 \" l8 u O; G: V
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another) E" @; Q- F5 t- X2 |' v
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
% ?0 y" B) `8 h7 F/ U$ yin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
6 I3 k; \# K p( G1 u5 H; r1 U: Adone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
8 }) V6 u A0 @' o4 Hstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
% n- ~ y7 U0 ?2 D4 ]# U" k! ^off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
( w- b1 I$ ^4 E" Jon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
; [! e( }) f% p4 B% @At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
- k* Y1 ^- D2 N5 ~: ^has come, Ole, but you hang on!"% [. c/ Q, M# a3 r. v
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
% n& r3 z! B( |* `1 r/ r6 zfall with you."
0 ^7 d$ Z% D3 H5 v- v% t2 V"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
1 r* o2 Y m2 `3 w"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and+ ^& w- G5 o* T% g- \! v) {
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a5 T6 G3 r2 W& V2 e' o) F
tree? No, never!"( F- p0 t# M ^0 ]( L" h
"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know$ Y" n7 g0 k: K+ ^ J
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices, g. I8 @4 d; T) d- ^
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such& t: p6 @4 L3 M/ Z3 E1 F. U9 Y
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.: a% m) q0 V+ t" E* R
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
6 K" P' `* n# m0 K& z/ t& ~1 F8 O"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole! Q! {6 c6 V7 z8 Z( l, K8 R
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or% K2 v5 q; V6 P" p1 j4 _ {! ?3 P2 Y
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
& E, x7 D& `4 v* Y! }much as I love you now."
, A9 u! w$ Y+ ?8 U"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
; x" | y' N& Z7 Q9 b3 PAll colors are equally handsome."
0 k3 Y0 o$ p: Z% i) p$ Y: q5 _And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
# s& c/ d' U9 g4 _2 W" {months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
w( f7 n' O, G( A* X3 A, ?5 ~began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn9 }) ~, K5 I% Q4 ~6 e7 _
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called8 r% n5 x0 x& B0 \4 s3 w: q; ^
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
9 L& o! y& _2 p8 }2 ~/ I* NBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
' T0 Y0 ]; @8 C( A F( y0 jthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.# d" k. i0 H7 ]% s/ H' ]3 T
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But7 ]2 a$ z7 Y2 Y3 b
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into: B. s$ }- T: ?( `4 ~
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay* u& m r! v$ ?% R) [7 Y9 ~9 g
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
$ Y4 h. m% Z' s1 e1 y4 V5 wtrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
3 C* A" L2 }" b$ ?) \7 z4 {hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved1 b: Q4 A& X- m8 s
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
6 s7 C# v/ b7 k: ?; X+ E& _6 A4 Vcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
8 u2 D0 D) q: z* _' [% Knourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of* _8 ^* Q& b4 @. k7 i! x
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it! F' N1 r8 q+ l1 X0 K
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
: A/ q$ e1 }6 U! T! q) A- RTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so" L0 N0 g0 B, b
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
: L( g7 E/ P# I* \. Ugave no sign of his presence.
- z# \0 e. h4 |, n" X1 w x9 C4 GTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."! r( p. Q' T) j5 {- ?" _
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.& \8 [& y( s4 `! z6 {4 ?; Y
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
: b4 h. [* _- q" _( v9 s3 pTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the& G- C6 R5 L% F, S
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different$ R3 M Q8 N8 d0 t1 C. t _
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.8 w( o4 s; q+ A9 K
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought& C2 Y% a9 |; e8 O
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she; }7 m1 c6 c! ?% c$ \% M
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
" o& c* W* N, l* M, L! O% [a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but
" o: {8 T% h9 j+ \- Ipart of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
/ \1 t; b9 J8 u3 E& Dmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
! I% h# O& N. N" V* `) s1 Penergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
: I1 ~4 O* c+ t1 Vher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware" y2 L& h: f: L
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love4 V+ [, C) k# E6 R- N1 o% ^5 J7 v
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
5 K# B p- Q* ~% y% L) Othe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death$ _; B' W, T5 S+ Q& V8 y
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
) Z4 R- r$ M* `+ W. Q0 hsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
! m8 ?" S Y* Wjoined with eternity. |
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