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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )# R. j1 ?, J1 H3 C3 w% w
by Issac Bashevis Singer8 Z0 |5 _& r9 x% y) |
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
! ?" u8 t6 ^& s& U0 vtrees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year; A4 g! e+ A! L0 x: n
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.! q6 a8 V# x% `
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the5 K* U9 p/ G2 k! Y2 A1 J
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that! X' ~( G2 t1 T! {9 _
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
# [) E, b s1 P9 i9 @, ^" }5 ^some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
. x, F, Z! f& }; L( aleaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
8 m/ r7 `* o1 V- W5 n6 l jnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
) R. @( o( E5 ctheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
0 K; q7 V; R( i, b& p2 [: eshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
% Z: J1 w, [! i S9 Pwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
2 f, _9 c" g* R0 vbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many3 K( S% _3 F( U# ^; F( t
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
( ?8 ]: I3 S9 Dmigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare( \0 D* m3 n" ]$ m
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
; M' L+ O: E T1 t7 d5 ecourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
) N! J/ j3 u& V: r6 G1 ]( o: t& dThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this, u2 k; W+ l: [
time of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but( @+ D [+ }) ]* Q0 G5 I* ? D' v$ e
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase# L' c9 E; g l5 D- h
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
6 ]/ E7 N7 o2 O, q5 Qgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
4 }: V& K1 u' v5 k5 Breturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
5 i, B5 W) J' l& ^- mor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
/ l' h3 v' S6 p! tOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
" o$ k; Q1 ]1 k& ~ v f! Oremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both+ s; ]& {! Q. D( N
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
5 D+ v% b2 t1 q: Y5 _9 d2 U6 E1 ]received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had$ U, \) d1 w5 m: H
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to2 ]* C- a* q( n$ C
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another7 s+ \* N7 @: }# S1 r. K/ |/ y
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they( p3 l6 L; f. u
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,9 C# X+ g2 \( w B% m" `
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
6 v V3 r( K0 f* }$ o, Awhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
+ f7 W9 e& b, I- F; Win summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
' m5 S: Y- E+ S, @# N2 V5 ydone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst) P1 _1 V! p! C6 @
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
0 g% d+ k6 Q- N5 I" K$ l3 B& V' X0 Toff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang% D# q9 C) b$ V
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"" `- l0 R: U- h: _: T1 [
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
) z" `1 h" ?- K2 _* ~; { ]has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
1 d. @3 `( m" C$ g$ |"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll! b/ W2 J. V5 T. Z4 A8 t2 G
fall with you."2 N% b. r4 @1 H5 `9 }. E
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."# B% L6 Y; ?7 t; \( ^$ x5 p
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and. `. A* ~; `7 U u; j8 g5 k9 b
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a' `; M) n' e+ t$ G; }
tree? No, never!"
. f' W" N5 Z( P7 t"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
3 u* x# y4 Z; V+ x4 Fvery well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices
: ?7 _2 _( a( i5 s. Chave dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
: i; F1 ~$ E% ^; m' Kpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.+ P& s7 S2 ]- Z6 }
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."# _5 M7 @8 K& Y3 C
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
) u& l) j8 R9 d Ssaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
H( G: |4 D. `7 c1 k% o1 f4 tstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as" y: ]& o6 J; ?9 D$ a, z
much as I love you now."
7 J- ~7 ^' j R. K* q2 }/ R" l, D8 F& G"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
( }+ [! Y6 r/ S3 i5 }& ?All colors are equally handsome."+ V* G1 q& L/ B0 p$ O/ u0 o
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these
/ Y0 N \# i- s$ R) l# amonths happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
0 E8 }8 @1 V j& V1 hbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
6 V8 f9 s6 p7 `away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called y' S; v$ n1 D
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"$ u* G: E; c# T6 Z) F. L
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
% D4 v9 c4 J; q. f8 @& Nthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.9 v9 ]. Z/ X w
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But( p* t e) z. r0 n% t
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
" _2 u9 k ?6 d6 udespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay, \9 f3 J4 o( K' T9 c
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
' p& a% a. H: u: r ~/ ]7 Ytrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
1 Z; a8 O; ^) Y$ G9 _- G: H8 D* p7 s5 lhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved( B2 W2 ?% e. _( v1 j
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
6 }% M: r' C" M) \$ Acovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It3 u3 v$ j1 J! a1 {
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
7 i9 |/ x5 Z0 c+ }% Y( Sthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
: C, L8 q1 R$ Z8 S, hsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...# Y9 R5 D" A& b0 f( f! u }* r
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
. C0 x7 W; M/ c9 R6 K/ X, j$ D. P' ]frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and K/ u0 s8 Z. z
gave no sign of his presence. [5 a& Z9 u% j; w& I# ~
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
$ Q( e( c1 ^0 t. @- eBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
& k+ M& V& y1 z* S% I8 E4 iAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.0 Q4 E4 o D/ ~0 A" o
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
7 x# K/ f0 B* n' T! ]; Jtree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different1 P/ B& ~; C! O/ _0 B+ e |
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.0 F5 U2 }3 L% y
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought0 a% t) q0 j( Y T9 S3 z/ t
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she1 ~# E$ ~! n, V$ z
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
b7 r3 l3 [. r- Ka part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but4 M4 f5 R8 I `8 ]8 ^1 R1 X
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
/ ?) X3 G) e& Y, w+ j! j Fmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
1 A8 [( q( Y* W8 nenergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
5 @( a7 ]! y) z' uher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
4 x5 d/ d$ C. S% s2 [0 ^) uof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
3 J: ^. j7 {0 p6 u0 |8 g6 A- H! fas mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all' W+ K4 U# j& Y% r* S
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
3 \8 `. A# G! a- k* gbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
2 y5 F& U9 y' O7 Tsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
5 z$ b4 {0 d! c( \# l0 M8 ~joined with eternity. |
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