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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves ), V) f5 L4 g' O& p
by Issac Bashevis Singer
7 t8 q+ b! W& M* X$ S% O: Z! z# K$ jThe forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing) r: F( [4 u$ a# i# Z: U
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year4 {- b: G, t* [& `; C
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
0 H! @* k2 M D; h$ UThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
7 [' y( W* _( W& Xmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
; }6 r" ]) I( {the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,8 x5 r% v2 g8 F4 |3 {7 |& ?
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The
O+ c( ]; Y/ Y4 y2 l2 \leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
/ Z% X6 v# E5 C' i4 K1 Qnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
0 a- h7 c& O: H! {% p% A+ qtheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun
4 v3 R1 z" {$ s7 k/ ]8 ^0 a# Dshone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
! o/ ~: Q; g) k4 iwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
: N1 j; j4 a0 u) G2 S# @beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many/ S, a% U/ E- m! r! _' f3 Z
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't
- b2 J' X; x. ?- V2 @9 e# smigrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare* s% P4 O0 D3 K4 c
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much# e9 ]6 C9 j( t) v0 [$ d+ n0 @
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
7 g7 f# k0 t! k9 K3 JThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
7 k/ c j/ A; ctime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but7 R7 I# D4 l9 y* K" @1 m
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase6 u: c& V5 ^( A* q' g3 n2 q
of life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with y/ {2 s2 t: f A4 F5 L) X) m: M
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would# o/ X& h, R( C7 O- s0 j
return from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind4 i* M! @* q7 L3 w
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
* i# h ^+ d+ j8 H5 v/ |On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
( l' z+ z! _# A8 X K |0 [remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both$ T9 l$ D# _' _8 ]$ O/ A
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they. d$ g- e- M6 S" n, y
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had! l' I- H0 B4 X+ m5 M
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
" M% k! H7 T9 [- ^# L3 Nthe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
5 C* | T! i* [+ o" L! tremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
2 h: v* H; N* F+ r" Tbore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,) n5 Y+ d% k0 R! j: V
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
9 l4 Y8 I% M: @- L+ c: Dwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
7 D* Y: N0 c2 p+ {: yin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
7 w3 o: |4 R- Z8 r0 Mdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
/ r' B9 U( h! h, Wstorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore+ r3 I5 ^! d" Q4 a0 ]8 \+ B
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang- A+ u- I: f `4 ~
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!": X- r [: Z$ B. Z) Y
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time# R8 Q( v% }. t4 f6 G l
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"3 [3 _2 y* F8 T2 B) g
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
' g P: C9 S# n# Y9 q- afall with you."
5 q* u8 J0 M5 E0 o; F( ]/ l"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."& m- b5 z1 U' X1 a4 Q" X" i
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and
! j2 D6 y# k! _5 r; |! B+ Kadmire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a
( q# N* W' R1 u% Z+ Itree? No, never!"
/ x$ Z! H& S0 z! G- z, t: r"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know" i9 ^6 Y; ]* c$ {: X
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices# a7 u% \- [& {* j# E: I
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such4 }( K, @$ y6 H# ^
pity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
; p8 B4 e- y% q: g$ V9 _" J5 dI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
$ R& o; z5 c- q9 D) H( e5 _9 U"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole" ~1 M& k/ O5 H$ H
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
2 o) I! R2 m8 Fstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as
6 Z" q$ G/ E# L( bmuch as I love you now."+ K" o8 @8 J7 L! V2 B: G
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?: P% N. b0 w, U6 {, k
All colors are equally handsome."
( S5 q; j6 g7 p* V2 jAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these3 H* N* T6 W' n) m$ e
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
+ m1 ?( o- z# G4 {began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
, D Q+ N i: H8 maway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called7 I4 U6 |5 o) i0 v, b) m9 o
to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
4 X7 V7 p7 o( y; YBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with9 p+ |5 n1 h. @
the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
; L% ^8 d/ H$ g( _- c1 CSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But( u1 _) t& M( Q( ~: @% D( r( `+ b. U
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into1 @' ]' J) x5 a7 Y% C$ I
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay9 }! p) @. K, v3 o5 `: a6 {
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the0 K0 d/ l% M7 a- v4 Q. }/ j6 k& A
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
2 }; {+ G% m: R1 ^, I; Lhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved7 [( u) a4 Z8 {, A& w
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
" o. [: X( f; d' P1 X/ u, [6 ?3 Gcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It- t3 ^4 H4 L6 M# ~! P
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of" t: p. W/ Z ^: d. O2 H
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
! X |, ]- O& }( v5 _summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...4 r, U8 {8 ?0 N
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
# b4 E0 R( H d- Z4 {1 {2 kfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and, j5 L, {' A: s2 x# v; X
gave no sign of his presence.
. O q) r+ j/ `3 L$ W; tTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
9 A, i1 Z& I7 b. f3 FBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
( ` G3 b8 T; oAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.* G. f+ t" Z/ M6 H
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
& q: ?, U% v/ G' M- t. |tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different8 E$ @# B6 S% ?+ i2 a; w h
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
\6 w9 w3 E0 P0 K2 F( tAll her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought4 j$ C% ?! v6 q. }, Q6 j
with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
6 L/ m4 G, {, O' U$ g0 Uwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was. n, o1 _+ p$ X! D) A
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but! b$ {( V+ r2 Y' i$ Y( w
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
5 }: v% u/ O* H1 \; _2 k7 Lmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
+ R4 k6 A; t z: L; H5 L; G# n4 V% |energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
0 z. ? E( ]: p$ O6 ?her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
$ \3 m4 s$ b m2 u3 Zof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love' q: A H; B% |, a( s/ y
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all2 q8 ?2 @1 c) W! {; S( D
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death& T$ ^5 Q8 d8 d$ M: Z$ W0 F) ~
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
' x$ b `# g' usoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have4 _" m4 b6 _% m6 B: n
joined with eternity. |
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