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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
2 x5 l3 B( E' o! L/ n3 U0 F) kby Issac Bashevis Singer; J9 m% F2 e1 ~$ z8 {# @
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing: V8 _2 G3 ?/ l$ x; d- D
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
; w2 {# z2 o" S; Sand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.$ s& C3 e5 v8 Y$ d5 C
The nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
: x% Y8 @* V) S+ D. v9 F* |mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that
! v! f8 E7 p5 T+ l$ v" ?the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
T5 O& x0 d9 s0 S h) S7 K$ N0 Csome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The4 m2 w3 P3 x2 r+ O0 Z$ ^1 n# M7 J( Z
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
4 r: s! X" x9 f' d/ W( {8 l8 R% mnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although5 ~1 j4 P2 f9 f: F" _4 _2 F
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun% g3 {2 J# H. x9 ^. i/ v
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies4 n. _% z6 W! e2 s" b/ }
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
' E, }' |; C; _; y- d4 Vbeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
8 v" k' u1 r( i7 {other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't( B! ]: o( K& i
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
8 y7 d% l* O- |, e& M8 q7 A0 z# g0 Ytree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much5 W# G4 P. }/ {- P5 E
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.1 x: W i' O0 ^8 ? ^: F% p
They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
1 A4 m. \: R% V6 @; f, M( Ltime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but- R# i# l% E9 N1 O& C. q2 r, W( T7 b
no one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
' x" C i* c/ h- [4 eof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
) Z) P( f6 _& f B5 rgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
* g, a# E+ r' \9 s2 Xreturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind' I7 u) a9 l |6 x# i
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
. u! l) Z+ l {0 |! LOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
3 N, k( p* j1 Sremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both g! R6 J0 G9 j; y! a
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they* W+ E, J7 V5 S* \7 d J. R) U- z2 Q" W
received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had6 b) M! \, w9 [/ B7 W
survived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
( T8 D; m7 L8 Z9 F4 othe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another, h. `0 \) O5 o' E) g
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they
+ r8 W! B* s7 ibore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,) K7 t( D% i, O4 x. _+ h
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another7 H: g+ P, [9 |2 S, d
when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
/ c ^% { R" [, x q" P( Gin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
+ u T+ J# `, X4 O5 Y+ O4 A! _3 hdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
' o t0 b8 n( j. M3 |storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore
% P# j* R& B* Coff not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang
1 H2 F% U, H, B: m& Gon, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"7 x8 @ L2 F. R& q4 f1 C
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
, Y. @* v& b' `) w' B! e* m+ Bhas come, Ole, but you hang on!"
" O) w8 b* e' G"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll; c! Y0 ?, x* G d4 j0 S# t
fall with you."
@$ @* s4 l4 z3 K"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
& \- s. E4 \ X3 s"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and# J+ H- W9 s2 Q
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a x3 ^+ R3 y( Y+ Q E( m
tree? No, never!"
2 m0 {! G8 Y) K; ~"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know6 t3 Z/ Z6 }+ T6 C
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices/ X. E9 j/ A3 R, }9 L; v5 a9 S
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
# h0 B+ R0 A+ U- l7 @; T- N" R! Dpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
3 k8 Z. ]; F! }! N& VI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."+ d5 Y+ v- M& U8 k1 W
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
6 g5 t8 B0 u- ~% [$ |- M) Jsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
4 r) ^, k# ~" i. w8 l' mstorm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as+ \+ `$ H8 q0 j
much as I love you now."
* A. x+ U1 W7 X' l _"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
5 S1 i' R9 e# r6 Q6 }0 Q7 e; YAll colors are equally handsome."
# I7 y4 U! B0 _1 l VAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these B6 m) ~; ?' l1 z% J" }, P
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
* F: N* M. k7 s9 p9 G5 b* ibegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
0 z( W# k4 r: R8 }" q6 waway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
9 Q; x/ J! ]: P& c3 R; O" |to him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
; C" n* j [: y6 QBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
, e2 ^9 G7 F; H( tthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.1 w5 [2 P4 R2 r' [5 n; c% L
So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But: z! P" @' N6 R9 Q0 D
when it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into: l/ V) D& w- a0 f' o$ F4 E. b
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay' U4 O3 x2 R4 r! i" \4 B; W
with the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
$ X {$ x: _% a! Etrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
: _7 J0 i( @! M. P5 Q0 K9 Lhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved
2 k+ o: U: f; U( fforever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It$ t; \( r! {4 `- F- x
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It$ h" [: W. s4 ~1 R
nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of2 D1 a3 N6 F" e
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
3 B: Z( s. j- K2 X$ O: {0 qsummer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...
3 j0 ^0 H# j F/ D* O4 pTrufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
4 z# C% Y6 ?$ F% `( y' `' a/ L' d, Ufrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and% [ Q! B. I0 b/ ^
gave no sign of his presence.9 d; f, y( o. I, D" u+ H
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."7 N. q5 c" t' _# v
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
5 L0 c- D8 d1 U. L3 TAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
) U2 s0 d9 i8 XTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the
% |5 C. D' ~& l5 A0 H$ V: Ytree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
8 ]# m- ?! l1 W3 G8 [5 R7 R) {from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.
- q- P# j$ w+ H1 G* u% j3 {All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
4 r0 @( p1 n% _with it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
- R' n% l, l. q9 p6 _wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was& z! x4 L \ e% q0 t, g
a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but% P! ]1 Q$ K6 _. r- S7 J
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the- F8 U, r6 q F5 U' O& B
miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
8 D1 k+ w6 W2 y( | henergy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to! X. i* w H% c
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
- `7 j2 H& A. J/ z$ V2 Zof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love( J- u" |/ l' L# |
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all/ x7 p$ B# x# Y& Q# t1 `* `
the days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
4 w- h/ u! C7 ]/ ~, kbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the( R- c' x% `3 E
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
: q( W# w5 o @ P) P9 Ajoined with eternity. |
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