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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )
6 q( q6 B; Z4 |by Issac Bashevis Singer" e4 C ?4 e5 s6 g
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing' V) ]# v0 u+ Y4 u, s
trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year
9 q/ O8 y* r( O. I' ]5 U3 Y. M4 uand it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
, @" R i: q; H$ Q* [/ SThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the
* o! R) n! g% Wmornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that* n: ^" v2 r6 c) }6 V; q
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,3 q v1 W6 S7 _
some red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The) \! m' r, }' ?) @4 X
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at
2 s2 z- a- _ \- l+ Fnight, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although9 K0 ~- W" X) p2 E: k& V
their juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun. [# S, E. q; I2 X
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies& C h3 K7 p( K7 H; Z. k9 j
which had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space
; R2 c" l4 I K( m; Ibeneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many$ W. L' B* B+ u& u4 I- i
other creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't# `. a5 W% ^2 }3 C; @3 R# Y
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare( n7 Z2 S& K' b
tree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much
0 i: s) y' U2 qcourage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
* L0 L1 \# v# o1 ^They hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
( F# f1 K/ p* ^1 R1 j. xtime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
$ m& H1 K. i; t0 i) Sno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
7 A/ @6 j9 S5 o6 G/ wof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with
/ i1 x, ^, `! P2 h. D* r! Kgrasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
( K) U# t/ n& h) o, x2 freturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind1 c* |% K+ u% u1 ^. N
or the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.: [- e% H: Q" d3 x7 K
On the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still& L8 }; k6 M4 H' r$ _0 Z7 {- g0 m
remained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both2 ]% N* t9 |, |
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
+ e+ {9 g5 Z2 p9 ]received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
3 b5 \4 M* U" O1 d. usurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to; \9 X4 t* ^8 H" B% x
the tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another
7 V$ X) ^& `& g* l, l5 N- v3 _, kremains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they/ N$ v5 s6 L6 y- {
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,* p# f# p) }2 `
but Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
' p( b+ D/ X! j8 o* E6 [when the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens+ y& \# H1 D; A; L9 \2 N+ |3 p* t4 ]
in summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
' K( k+ Z& x* x7 G) X+ q/ `) h" [done. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst( \ D: Y4 m2 {( j
storms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore/ H0 m/ r3 _. m' U
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang* I8 B" W% b0 K; m5 K
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"
* A) f- D& @. t$ o1 k/ C3 KAt times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time
& t( Z7 s0 O+ D" m9 y1 Ehas come, Ole, but you hang on!"& N3 C5 ]3 C. t: ^
"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
: I6 y) I0 ^ o. Efall with you."" c, Q1 w: p9 @
"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."+ C+ p. x$ b, d; U* ]$ t* z
"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and4 U9 A' e( i# Q- }% H: Y! X
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a: E+ r- r' f D. @7 E
tree? No, never!"
4 c' V) |; W0 n$ g0 v/ x! h) T"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know+ W$ d! c# G `! _; @. h
very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices( r+ r9 B# t# l4 y l- E# ^4 T
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
: {* Z+ {* \& W: i" j+ K( r4 K3 spity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.6 I+ X5 F% x: N
I've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."$ c0 p7 Q1 G$ o0 A3 a, U) u
"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole
4 h! ]1 b: |, ~" wsaid. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or
' R3 `3 F! ]* W1 ^storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as, _: W7 n+ S1 \0 H
much as I love you now."7 x5 I) E, s& T4 R- x
"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?
; [$ c9 _4 h7 ~% B( s$ }All colors are equally handsome."2 P" v3 w6 Q* [1 l/ U
And just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these# N/ C$ n4 F/ ^- M
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
& M! Y: i2 Q }) u. Kbegan to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn
. o5 X; q8 ~$ i' {- waway, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
/ k# B8 E3 E) _7 v2 a* K3 y3 nto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"$ y" V; H o. W" ]6 x
But before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
, }( y+ Q% v% B$ xthe other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
Z4 w! S t2 f5 uSo long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
6 w0 C6 ^' S, A3 K: w$ y5 owhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into
+ K' [0 w+ D; D3 Bdespair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
Z+ d8 m ? nwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the
, L6 H' J K! `5 S3 Gtrunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or0 R( u0 ~$ } G/ N/ f
hail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved9 V4 f: k Y8 H9 ]( y
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It
, s; z' h: g/ m! B: y* Jcovered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
u, u: V2 [$ [ s! z. a& M9 [nourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of
( E1 ~7 G- p& i4 E t: u( Q) h! V$ Xthirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it
& r4 L( J, d7 B/ |& d! _summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...6 Y) b+ l6 e+ y# W4 T
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so
& l8 t L& p* m B, S2 r7 i8 yfrosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and
7 R! i) x0 \! B4 Qgave no sign of his presence./ L. m( M1 Z5 F0 ?8 U: M6 S
Trufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."1 x1 F p& d7 f. U) I9 \
But even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.
* i) F" M, B! H% ~- oAfter a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.
, |' l1 W. e% y0 hTrufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the3 N7 g5 t& }6 {5 l5 [* a
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different @8 A) y; R& _& r4 E/ }% Q+ E
from the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.2 y5 _6 [. ^/ }
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
7 @' [2 V5 v, ^2 p( u4 wwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she) o# {- v1 B+ ?
wasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
3 ]' R% ?3 w0 e' f2 ~# @a part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but4 G6 A Z& x" T& x" m
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
, e* h3 w" v, ^* I: I8 |9 [miracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous. U, ?4 k7 _/ h" v# C
energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to
A5 i$ N' p: I7 M7 uher lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware8 }3 Y# G/ h+ ~: f2 k" t( q
of before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love
}( `3 y8 R6 N e9 x8 {. {as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
" ~* a& P, m6 D$ ~' X7 k( ythe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death
; V% v3 ^& o1 H5 `7 ?2 Zbut redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the
5 l; ^& r! A( _' X" `* Hsoared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have
* i( m. X: Z0 @/ U) X3 d7 Rjoined with eternity. |
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