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OLE AND TRUFA ( A Story of Two Leaves )7 n2 p# Y7 P( C5 r) j
by Issac Bashevis Singer0 ] }2 ^5 g1 {
The forest was large and thickly overgrown with all kinds of leaf-bearing
/ g/ @0 U# Z" {trees. It was in the month of November. Usually, it's cold this time of year) X& k+ s: f, X0 p6 o) e
and it even happens that it snows, but this November was relatively warm.
* E& s: V3 B X9 d* J% q1 BThe nights were cool and windy but as soon as the sun came out in the i. B+ z) D$ n6 w' T1 R
mornings it turned warm. You might have thought it was summer except that1 Z8 ^ W0 p- \
the whole forest was strewn with fallen leaves - some yellow as saffron,
/ v% e5 I# Q3 u# h+ i9 Z6 H7 [% ksome red as wine, some the color of gold, and some of mixed color. The; Y6 f' K1 i" f- P$ ?
leaves had been torn down by the rain, by the wind, some by day, some at5 R# Q- \" ` L* z/ f
night, and they now formed a deep carpet over the forest floor. Although
- x! g) [, r' L( c/ Qtheir juices had run dry, the leaves still exuded a pleasant aroma. The sun# h1 q( x" r( F" Q1 W/ A: u
shone down on them through the living branches, and the worms and flies
' E4 a) Y9 x# R1 b( O5 Qwhich had somehow survived the autumn storms crawled over them. The space& ? b ]+ A' M, m! I; H/ M
beneath the leaves provided hiding places for crickets, field mice, and many
8 k0 e* P: K+ s1 s" t( a6 zother creatures who sough protection in the earth. The birds that don't+ f4 N1 q; H% _+ x
migrate to warmer climates in the winter but stay behind perched on the bare
% w7 H- g& v a& l0 l, I# Btree limbs. Among them were sparrows - tiny birds, but endowed with much+ k/ _' w& K4 B0 o% a
courage and the experience accumulated through thousands of generations.
" M- X: w0 b) _2 A1 F/ Z. LThey hopped, twittered, and searched for the food the forest offered this
2 a. S! Q( t ?1 N" P5 u+ utime of year. Many, many insects and worms had perished in recent weeks, but
- u5 y; P3 Y- I- B1 hno one mourned their loss. God's creatures know that death is merely a phase
' B c: y' m$ [5 y, ^2 Oof life. With the coming of spring, the forest would again fill with5 Y' E) T+ H# g6 Q. U5 K
grasses, green leaves, blossoms and flowers. The migrating birds would
) O" R) R* H- p! ~0 R. m8 Z% Ureturn from far-off lands and locate their abandoned nests. Even if the wind
! s/ F' [; ?1 i# Uor the rain had disturbed a nest, it could be easily repaired.
% b1 C0 N3 }( x/ Q. HOn the tip of a tree which had lost all its other leaves, two still
' G5 q- g# E% F6 m/ Nremained. One leaf was named Ole and the other, Trufa. Ole and Trufa both$ ^: m2 s% B& \3 n5 p0 Z
hung from one twig. Since they were at the very tip of the tree they
6 M( G# I" m) ^received lots of sunlight. For some reason unknown to Ole or Trufa, they had
$ Y- D5 n% Y3 P" esurvived all the rains, all the cold nights and winds, and still clung to
3 `$ w. \/ Q6 h2 G$ Othe tip of the twig. Who knows the reason one leaf falls and another7 w5 o/ t u) s' X5 x2 f3 D
remains? But Ole and Trufa believed the answer lay in the great love they# T/ g+ ^' q- ]
bore one another. Ole was slightly bigger than Trufa and a few days older,
& _9 v) `% a0 g4 y5 Sbut Trufa was prettier and more delicate. One leaf can do little for another
+ W; G- u4 Y( N7 t! {8 c" m6 A, j4 pwhen the wind blows, the rain pours, or hail begins to fall. It even happens
& O% u% H/ [; Qin summer that a leaf is torn loose - come autumn and winter nothing can be
3 h% V6 u+ y; Cdone. Still, Ole encouraged Trufa at every opportunity. During the worst
5 m. H( o$ M( S6 b/ }% g1 Istorms, when the thunder clapped, the lightning flashed, and the wind tore2 P, f" Z/ p# } V7 J$ E3 O+ ]
off not only leaves but even whole branches, Ole pleaded with Trufa: "Hang. D/ O' J4 H6 y0 d
on, Trufa! Hang on with all your might!"; q% Y/ U2 j6 n/ _
At times during the cold and stormy nights, Trufa would complain: "My time' O: m( ^8 ]; L7 u, T# @: U6 w
has come, Ole, but you hang on!"
3 W9 r0 C( A. m. U. Z"What for?" Ole asked. "Without you, my life is senseless. If you fall, I'll
# Q2 x; i; }/ h F3 ~fall with you."
2 g' n, D; S4 P; T4 h"No, Ole, don't do it! So long as a leaf can stay up it mustn't let go..."
; E5 d$ C: A4 {, n9 h"It all depends if you stay with me," Ole replied. "By day I look at you and7 r$ p( b4 e5 z; Y
admire your beauty. At night I sense your fragrance. Be the only leaf on a! T: g$ ]# t- u% z
tree? No, never!"
1 K$ U" l$ V! k1 H0 q$ Y# O+ Q$ J$ `6 h9 \"Ole, your words are so sweet but they're not true," Trufa said. "You know
$ X+ y h% I6 }very well that I'm no longer pretty. Look how wrinkled I am! All my juices8 V7 v' s8 Q* h# ~3 p/ r/ @1 K
have dried out and I'm ashamed before the birds. They look at me with such
( ], P7 _( C: I, j. v$ d( I7 s' Gpity. At times it seems to me they're laughing at how shriveled I've become.
/ o; C* t% ]9 w* e* nI've lost everything, but one things is still left me - my love for you."
4 U6 E) K, t+ j# N"Isn't that enough? Of all our powers love is the highest, the finest," Ole' l" w5 @8 d$ m7 u: G$ w
said. "So long as we love each other we remain here, and no wind rain or3 c0 @% G3 Z8 P! I( c9 @
storm can destroy us. I'll tell you something, Trufa - I never loved you as b7 j* E% n1 e$ a3 {4 {9 L
much as I love you now."
; B/ l' B" x9 v6 b2 Q# T"Why, Ole? Why? I'm all yellow" "Who says green is pretty and yellow is not?8 r- H8 b# R) H+ H3 l1 Y
All colors are equally handsome."
5 \7 i/ J& ^7 O0 e1 oAnd just as Ole spoke these words, that which Trufa had feared all these# }; V0 Q& e, p4 M/ d
months happened - a wind came up and tore Ole loose from the twig. Trufa
( f: O' X5 }/ I$ \1 p" `began to tremble and flutter until it seemed that she too would soon be torn3 @$ w. {. ~& u9 c5 ]' {" v
away, but she held fast. She saw Ole fall and sway in the air and she called
" X' Q6 b/ t# ?" v. ~1 r, w. Lto him in leafy language: "Ole! Come back! Ole! Ole!"
) o5 J4 @7 Q! f+ B# z) t) eBut before she could even finish Ole vanished from sight. He blended in with
! v6 H. r9 f& ^- B" _the other leaves on the ground and Trufa was left all alone on the tree.
) v) M; Q7 X/ E: q7 [So long as it was still day, Trufa managed somehow to endure her grief. But
- L' M- J( x! V Awhen it grew dark and cold and a piercing rain began to fall, she sank into' J" @7 q% w. i
despair. Somehow she felt that the blame for all the leafy misfortunes lay
3 c3 r) y- }& F( C3 fwith the tree, the trunk with all its mighty limbs. Leaves fell but the" F, p8 J9 G" Z; G: e
trunk stood tall, thick and firmly rooted in the ground. No wind, rain, or
; v, X4 t) g5 J5 Q" A( ^& yhail could upset it. What did it matter to a tree which probably loved" F8 J" l, r- ]7 R, D
forever what became of a leaf? To Trufa, the trunk was a kind of God. It9 e( Y" `# p: N$ \7 Y
covered itself with leaves for a few months, then it shook them off. It
. G# f: Q+ I) x0 t) L0 O! [+ Hnourished them with its sap as long as it pleased, then it let them die of+ K9 Y, R- C- i v. U
thirst. Trufa pleaded with the tree to give her back her Ole and make it6 Z% l' {3 ]0 n# _2 H$ {0 J
summer again, but the tree didn't heed, or refused to heed, her prayers...' i) t$ ^ S3 y. T
Trufa didn't think a night could be so long as this one - so dark, so& y( S# @4 g3 d* F9 n8 b0 y
frosty. She spoke to Ole and hoped for an answer, but Ole was silent and8 k% A4 k0 R9 t% Z2 b) d
gave no sign of his presence.
3 P/ ~" f1 V. {* RTrufa said to the tree: "Since you've taken Ole from me, take me too."
9 y6 {4 G+ M( Y* yBut even this prayer the tree didn't acknowledge.2 _0 n+ k1 K* C- c/ q: ]1 Q
After a while, Trufa dozed off. This wasn't sleep but a strange languor.# P! O/ H' z1 g( z: X, W3 k
Trufa awoke and to her amazement found that she was no longer hanging on the& a2 E0 B+ c( C9 c5 C: k- p3 w5 S
tree. The wind had blown her down while she was asleep. This was different
1 x5 |) `+ K/ t, `9 X& c/ e0 Mfrom the way she used to feel when she awoke on the tree with the sunrise.) C) _! L: p: o0 k* ]) y; `
All her fears and anxieties had now vanished. The awakening also brought
6 I$ m6 ]5 H0 V" C. P1 [- A3 cwith it an awareness that she had never felt before. She knew now that she
y9 l4 [. U% L0 V, n+ E' r/ Cwasn't just a leaf that depended on every whim of the wind, but that she was
2 |" R5 H( h: ?- B8 R3 m2 w* ta part of the universe. She no longer was small not weak not transient, but: t$ H; [ |: O( h3 X+ V+ e; e
part of an eternity. Through some mysterious force, Trufa understood the
# t/ w* C3 `' Kmiracle of her molecules, atoms, protons, and electrons - the enormous
& T o5 M/ L4 v ~energy she represented and the divine plan of which she was a part. Next to0 p& u5 e7 k9 A% N; D
her lay OLe and they greeted each other with a love they hadn't been aware
0 j* w' B1 h# R4 g% w- v' Cof before. This wasn't a love that depended on chance or caprice, but a love& f; V5 e2 b* a
as mighty and eternal as the universe itself. That which they had feared all
3 B: l6 O# q: _1 h8 Q; wthe days and nights between April and November turned out to be not death" Y- \4 t0 C+ ]' @3 ?2 `' i( J
but redemption. A breeze came and lifted Ole and Trufa in the air and the7 j( X. g2 s+ s- q# r3 K/ Z
soared with the bliss known only by those who have freed themselves and have/ v. u' D5 P) |' l" | ~; w b+ [
joined with eternity. |
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