It's just like the abandoned son of time, finally annihilated in the quicksand, can't wait for the stars, not to mention the rising sun tomorrow.
我意识到眼下就是我的黄金时代,那些数不胜数,日后回忆起倍感荒唐的青春正在前方翘首以盼。
I realize that this is my golden age, and there are so many young people waiting for me to recall their absurdity.
我要把至死浪漫溶进骨头里,雕成玫瑰,在清晨盛放,夜晚凋零。
I want to melt the romance to death into the bones and carve it into a rose, blooming in the morning and withering at night.
是妄念有绪难清,是我执无端成病。我说,祝贺你,然后心却忽然被寂寞抖落一地。
It's delusions that are hard to clear, it's my obsession that makes me ill. I said, Congratulations, and then my heart was suddenly shaken off by loneliness.